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Bah... Baby Xander was on exibtion today~

What demoralised me today was how "useless" I am between all my cousins. I heard from my frst aunt's husband saying that my cousin got 3.2 for his GPA and wasn't good enough, then did my 2.4 throw my parents' face? And another cousin of mine, a she...Was featured on the papers being one of the F1 models.

I asked myself, what did I do to make my parents proud ? None actually... Except that I was a drum major in my Secondary school days, I fought in school when I was in P4... There were nothing that my parents could be proud of...

I'm not a model, my studies are not good, I didn't excel in sports / music... What am I?

Luckily, my parents don't that much from me, they often tell me that they are happy enough that I'm healthy and happy.

I'm not as hot as a model, I'm not a genius but I'm proud that say that at least I have greats friends, awesome boyfriend and quite a happy family.

But...If I can be pretty, hot and smart, WHY NOT?!?!!

:D

BYE.
SHARICHONG DING DONG

Hush little baby don't you cry...

Yesterday, baby Xander put under that Ultra Bili Light Box thingy 'cos he contracted newborn Jaundice. It makes his skin a little yellowish and his eyes too. So we rented that box for 3days 2night and it cost around $400. He is supposed to stay under the light for at least 25hours. I hope he'd be alright. B'cos my heart did ache when I see him crying so hardly under the lights. And...I on the air conditioner for him...Teeheeheee... Hope that he'd not feel so hot and umcomfortable! Plus...the temperature in the box is 2 degree celcius higher than the temp around the him lor!!! Imagine the room temp is 28degreecelcius...IT'D BE 30 DEGREEs INSIDE THE DAMN BOX LOR! So torturous... T~T

*Xander pee-ed on me when I was changing his diapers. T~T*

I've been calling him by his chinese name instead of Xander. I like his chinese alot... It gives me a feeling that if I called him by his chinese name, we'd have a better bond. {:

BAHH... I'm so tired...And my acc is almost dried up...Am only left with around $60plus... Spent most of it on baby's milk and diapers. T~T

BUT...I'm getting my tuition fee on wednesday!!! YAY YAY YAY...

LOVELOVE...
BYE.
CHONGDINGDONG...

I'm real tired.

I'm tired of explaining, I'm tired of getting scolded/screamed, I'm tired of being accused. I am VERY TIRED.

Am very happy to have a new born baby brother. And of 'cos, there are disadvantages.

I'm waking up at 8am or earlier everyday, start my day at the market with my grandmother, eating breakfast at lunchtime, helping out with baby bottles, milk, etc, preparing my mom's stuff, being ordered by all higher authorities at home, giving out tuition, staying up later to wait for phone call and waking up when baby wakes up.

I've been doing that everyday. And it just seemed to me that no one understands what I'm going through...

For the slightest mistake, daddee will stare at me and give my cold shoulders throughout the day. If he's happy, he'd say something like..."I'd get you a new notebook/phone" soon. And when he's frustrated with IDK what, he's say "I don't think you need a new notebook/phone" Like for example, we've made plans to go to the supermarket and get some fresh sashimi so that we both can enjoy our time. But after that? It ws replaced by some other unimportant stuff. What am I to him? Forget it. That's why I said, MOST guys are major liars. Of 'cos there are exceptions but trust me, I've seen way too much lies...Way too much.

But at least mom still understands me a lil I've ordered my new notebook.

I'm on chinese medication for 2weeks. And the doctor said that I have a psycology barrier thing or what la. And now everyone thinks that I've got depression...OMFG.

I'm very tired of explaining things anymore, If you want to think things your way and refuse to understand, I can't do much. I just want to tell you that I am very tired. I know you're working and you're tired too. But...forget it.

And...I just got fucking reprimanded for not waking my dad up. How fucked up do you think my life is?! Nabei. I'm fucking pissed off now.

Sigh,
Bye... )':

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Xander's back today and he has been sleeping all along. We had to wake him up to drink milk and clean him up. Haha. He's sucha lil pig.

And I've been cooped up at home recently till I'm getting crazy. Have nothing much to blog about. And Yvonne, if you want to come to my place, just give me a call okay? (:

BYE! :D

*I really abhore people doing the opposite of what they say.*

I'm going to sound damn sexist now.

MOST GUYS ARE MAJOR LIARS.

BACK TOMORROW

Xander Chong. 張齊家.

That's my baby's name...My baby brother I mean (:

Right,齊家 will be back tomorrow with mummee... So I'd be busy cleaning his shit, making milk, singing lullaby for him. And goddamn it, no one believes that I'm his sister! Some even thinks that I'm his mom when I carried him around. ._.

Okay okay. I twittered yesterday saying that grandfather had 3wives? Yes! My heard from my ah ma yesterday night lor!

His first wife had 2sons(my dad&uncle) & 4daughters. And my 1st granny didn't have any money to take in nourishment stuff. And at that time, my granddad met his 2nd wife, which gave birth to my 5th aunt and 3rd uncle. And I believe, my 1st granny was too weak to take the blow that her husband had another woman out there, she died of grieve? I think? HAHA. I think la... Then the 2nd wife went crazy, obviously a mental problem. Then my granddad had his eyes on my 3rd granny, which is the one I'm closest to now. My maternal grandmum said that my paternal 3rd granny was very pretty that's why my granddad wanted her. Then... she gave to birth to my 6th & 7th aunties. (:

And at that time when my 3rd granny was together with my granddad, she wasn't well like. She worked very hard to convince everyone and make everyone acknowledge her. Indeed, she's very capable. B'cos she's taking care of 10+ foreign students now and she's already 50plus?
She's a great cook, very modern too! She's constantly making new kind of yummy food! From shanghai food to Jap to Korea to western...I've tried all she made and god, its yum!

Right, that's my grand-dad's love story!!! HAHA...

P/s : My maternal grandmum have 2man in her life...HAHA.

AND AND AND...I manage to sneak out from home for a few hours to meet baby WYC (:
Haven't meet him for so long...I missed him so much T~T He was damn sweet to bring me shopping! Although I insisted that we should save up the extra money for rainy days, he still dragged me to shopping. He brought me to Cotton On and I got 2 teees, 1 shorts, 2bra and a bottom. It total up to $79.95, very ex right T~T He insisted that I should get the bra lor... Horny boy. HAHA.

Then we went to buy a bikini since it had been a long time since I bought one. Hehe.$38. After that he brought me to Pasta De Waraku, yes again. And had a very filling meal which cost on $30. Went to Giodano and bought 5pairs of socks from Weiyee...He damn stingy lor that WeiYee... 1badge also want to charge me. HAHA. LOL.

Shopping really can kill people one lor! Next time don't want ready T~T I see him keeping paying I feel heartache for him T~T I'm so sorry that he spent so much. Sigh.
I must save up to buy him a VERY BIG present on his bday(:

Right, I have to sleep early...BECAUSE BABY XANDER IS COMING BACK HOME TOMORROW!!!

BYE...
lovelove,
MIU.

More of "X"

Additional Member to the Chong Family.

Name : Xander Chong

D.O.B : 21.09.09

Time : 0253hr

Weight : 2.86kg

Length : 49cm

Head Circumference : 33cm

(: That's my new baby brother. Isn't he cute? And know what? Average new borns needs around 1 week to open their eyes and MY baby "X" opened his eyes like 15min after he's out? Isn't he amazing or what?!

For this little fellow, I've "sacrifice" alot of stuff. Like, giving up my very own room and sleep in the hall, giving up a Nintendo DS, a delay of me getting a new notebook, less love... HAHA.

But I felt that it's all worth it(:

Food for thought, will others think that I'm his mum when I bring him out?

'Cos that happened when I brought two of my cousins out to Parkway. And they are 1yr old plus and 5years old. How great (:

Right, WYC baby, I'm so sorry that I can't meet you anything sooner. You know that I can't leave home at this time right? I'm sorry love, I'd make it up to you okay? I hope you'd love baby X too!!!

MUAH.

Hearthearts.

MIU.

ITS.........XANDER!

That's my baby Xander! Sorry that the pictures are a blur 'cos my phone camera sucks )':

But...My baby brother is uberly adorable!!! Don't cha think so? Till now, he's only less than a day old!

It goes like this :

Yesterday while surfing the net, mumee kept saying her back is breaking and her stomache is painful so we drove her to Thomson Medical Centre at 11.30pm. After I finish doing the registration is already 12mn. So we proceed to the family lounge and waited...around 2am, dadee was called to the delivery ward and I'm left alone there. And boy! It was scary! Like those scary hospital room in horror flicks? Ya, that right. And baby was sleeping so I had no one to talk to!!! )': After the tv was being switched off, I hurried to the entrance of the delivery suite 'cos I'm too timid to stay there any longer!

And I stood infront of the delivery suite for more than an hour! Finally, I saw the nurse pushing lil Xander out! :D He's out at 0253hours, 49cm long, 2.86kg with a head circumference of 33cm!

My god, hearing the nurse shouting"PUSH! PUSH HARDER! 1,2,3 PUSH! YOU HAVE TO TRY TO PUSH!!! " I was so nervous! And I felt like crying. Lol ._. After a little while, I got to see lil Xander and he's so cute!!! Sigh...

After settling mummee and lil Xander, dadee and I went home at around 4.45am? Yea. Then there was this episode that dadee was totally pissed off by me. 'Cos when we were reaching our home's carpark, he told me cook him a packet of instant noodle. But I was really very tired and my eyes can barely open! So I asked him if he could ask Xavier(my 2nd brother) to cook for him since he's already up and awake. Then dadee got pissed and reprimanded me saying that I'm useless, bla bla bla and can't even cook him a bowl of instant noodle. At that time I was hungry too but I was seriously too tired to eat or do anything else. And he got pissed off at me! Yay. But before that I've already texted Xavier to ask him to start cooking for Dadee.

And we reached home...

Xavier was cooking supper for Dadee and dadee went like ... "Oh, you're sucha good boy! cooking supper for me, how sweet of you! Unlike SOMEONE who's reluctant to even make instant noodles for me... " Yada yada. But he did shut his mouth when my brother replied coldly saying that "Jiejie asked to cook it, if not I won't be doing it." Lol. I was too tired to say anything so I went to change, took a sip of water and went to sleep at around 5.15am.

Bahh, it was damn tiring and I slept till 9am then I got digged up from my sleep to go out again. God, I'm tired!!!

But, baby xander is really cute right? Please don't say no. AND AND AND, there was a complication during delivery! Baby Xander's umbilical cord was wind around his neck! And Doctor Teo had to vacum him out! And he got a weird head shape now. But mummee said that if we diligently stroke his head back to a ball, he'd be like any normal baby (:

GOODLUCK TO ME TAKING CARE OF BABY XANDER.

I MISS WYC )':

BYE.

LOVES,

MIU

Love story?

** To clarify me "fun facts yesterday" I have like only 12.5% or less of indian blood running in me. I'm not trying to be less indian-y but I just found out today that my mum is only a half indian. :D

Right, I posted yesterday that I'm gonna talk about my "love story" with baby? Yupp.

It goes like this...2008

Long before I get to know baby, he's somehow closer to Huanni and he often borrows Social Studies textbook from her, make stuff for her to eat and stuff. What's best is... I don't even know he existed in school! I mean like, he's just in the class next to me and stuff? Bahh...

One day during Morning assembly, I forgotten what happened but I had to lend him my social studies books instead. By then, I still wasn't interested in him and treated him rather coldly. Partially because I had a boyfriend and we weren't very happy and bla bla so I wasn't in very good mood.

Right, then comes Valentine's day. I baked blueberry muffins for Ian, Kings, Huann and all, including ShiQuan, who was in the same class as baby then. And again, he borrowed my SS textbook yet again. And I happened to go into their class and chat a lil with ShiQuan and then found out that baby ate my blueberry muffins 'cos he took it from SQ.

*sidenote : Since it was V'day, I sprinkled chocolate chips around my BBmuffin.

Okay, then I heard baby said that "the muffin tasted like shit, why got chocolate one?" I tell you guys...I was damn pissed off at him! I mean like, I dont know you, I lend you my textbook, I didn't allow you to eat my muffin and how dare you say that my muffin tasted like shit? Bad. Because all of 'em said that it was nice. Damn him I thought. _l_

Alright, I quickly brushed him off my mind and that day happened to be a Thursday and I've got band practice. Plus, as a very very very responsible drum major, I didn't use my cell through the 3 hours 'cos I banned texting/calling in band room. After band, I saw that I have a few text and a few missed calls. All from baby. None from my bf back then.suck right? Haha.

It waas baby texting me that he lost my book and apologising that he said my muffin tasted like shit. And wishing me a happy V'day. And he actually wanted to give me his homemade sushi which got eaten up by Idk who. On that day, I was with band members & becca jiejie @ Thai Express, I remembered very clearly.

Then he started texting me and 'cos I knew a few people from BWLSS(his former school), we've got common topic. So...we texted each other day and night...

This was how I met him, I still have Michael as my bf back then and I had no intention of being together with baby at all. I treated him more like a big brother, yes...again.

Stay tune to find out what did baby do on my Birthday!

BYEEEEEEEEE :D
Loves,
Miu.

How well do you know me

Fun facts of me!!! You might know some but aiya, I just feel like blogging! CAN?! Okay can...

1. I'm NOT a pure chinese. I have like 25% or less indian blood running in my body.

2. I made friends with baby on Valentine's day 2008.

3. I am a very fussy when it comes to food and the taste of the food will affect my mood.

4. I have a very lousy figure T~T (34B, 25, 33)

5. My parents doesn't know that I have a boyfriend and I'm not suppose to have one till I'm 21YearsOld.

6. Dadee doesn't allow me to wear shorts...like, my usual shorts. And no mini skirts either.

7. Alcohol makes me go Gaga.

8. I adore girls that look like dolls (Big eyes, sharp nose, long silky hair eg...)

9. If everything allows, I can sleep for at least 17hours straight

10. Mumee&Dadee doesn't treat me like I'm 17.

11. I prefer to hang out with guys more than girls b'cos girls are very troublesome.

12. I prefer to hang out with girls when I feel that guys are jerks. HAHA.

13. I feel that I might as well grow a dick and be a guy.

14. Am very emotional and am very easily hurt by r/s & family issues.

15. I have phobia of getting trap in a lift and has a fear for loneliness

16. I don't allow people to touch my nose

17. Ears turns red (RAD according to Ris Low) very easily

18. Wish to be the woman supporting my man

19. Am very willing to cook and wait for hubby to be back at home after work.

20. Love her friends very much and thank them for tolerating all my nonsense and am still willing to be my friends. Thank you all!

So... Maybe I'd post how me and baby & stuff the next time I write here. :D

BYE!!! LOVES LOVES!

MIU.