Hi, I'm Miu ♥

I've moved~!

2009-09-29T15:16:00.001+08:00

Everyone...Please relink me okay? TYVM... ^^

www.jebrainjuice.onsugar.com

Adults...

2009-09-27T20:01:00.002+08:00

Bah... Baby Xander was on exibtion today~

What demoralised me today was how "useless" I am between all my cousins. I heard from my frst aunt's husband saying that my cousin got 3.2 for his GPA and wasn't good enough, then did my 2.4 throw my parents' face? And another cousin of mine, a she...Was featured on the papers being one of the F1 models.

I asked myself, what did I do to make my parents proud ? None actually... Except that I was a drum major in my Secondary school days, I fought in school when I was in P4... There were nothing that my parents could be proud of...

I'm not a model, my studies are not good, I didn't excel in sports / music... What am I?

Luckily, my parents don't that much from me, they often tell me that they are happy enough that I'm healthy and happy.

I'm not as hot as a model, I'm not a genius but I'm proud that say that at least I have greats friends, awesome boyfriend and quite a happy family.

But...If I can be pretty, hot and smart, WHY NOT?!?!!

:D

BYE.
SHARICHONG DING DONG

Hush little baby don't you cry...

2009-09-27T16:22:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, baby Xander put under that Ultra Bili Light Box thingy 'cos he contracted newborn Jaundice. It makes his skin a little yellowish and his eyes too. So we rented that box for 3days 2night and it cost around $400. He is supposed to stay under the light for at least 25hours. I hope he'd be alright. B'cos my heart did ache when I see him crying so hardly under the lights. And...I on the air conditioner for him...Teeheeheee... Hope that he'd not feel so hot and umcomfortable! Plus...the temperature in the box is 2 degree celcius higher than the temp around the him lor!!! Imagine the room temp is 28degreecelcius...IT'D BE 30 DEGREEs INSIDE THE DAMN BOX LOR! So torturous... T~T

*Xander pee-ed on me when I was changing his diapers. T~T*

I've been calling him by his chinese name instead of Xander. I like his chinese alot... It gives me a feeling that if I called him by his chinese name, we'd have a better bond. {:

BAHH... I'm so tired...And my acc is almost dried up...Am only left with around $60plus... Spent most of it on baby's milk and diapers. T~T

BUT...I'm getting my tuition fee on wednesday!!! YAY YAY YAY...

LOVELOVE...
BYE.
CHONGDINGDONG...

I'm real tired.

2009-09-26T15:00:00.002+08:00

I'm tired of explaining, I'm tired of getting scolded/screamed, I'm tired of being accused. I am VERY TIRED.

Am very happy to have a new born baby brother. And of 'cos, there are disadvantages.

I'm waking up at 8am or earlier everyday, start my day at the market with my grandmother, eating breakfast at lunchtime, helping out with baby bottles, milk, etc, preparing my mom's stuff, being ordered by all higher authorities at home, giving out tuition, staying up later to wait for phone call and waking up when baby wakes up.

I've been doing that everyday. And it just seemed to me that no one understands what I'm going through...

For the slightest mistake, daddee will stare at me and give my cold shoulders throughout the day. If he's happy, he'd say something like..."I'd get you a new notebook/phone" soon. And when he's frustrated with IDK what, he's say "I don't think you need a new notebook/phone" Like for example, we've made plans to go to the supermarket and get some fresh sashimi so that we both can enjoy our time. But after that? It ws replaced by some other unimportant stuff. What am I to him? Forget it. That's why I said, MOST guys are major liars. Of 'cos there are exceptions but trust me, I've seen way too much lies...Way too much.

But at least mom still understands me a lil I've ordered my new notebook.

I'm on chinese medication for 2weeks. And the doctor said that I have a psycology barrier thing or what la. And now everyone thinks that I've got depression...OMFG.

I'm very tired of explaining things anymore, If you want to think things your way and refuse to understand, I can't do much. I just want to tell you that I am very tired. I know you're working and you're tired too. But...forget it.

And...I just got fucking reprimanded for not waking my dad up. How fucked up do you think my life is?! Nabei. I'm fucking pissed off now.

Sigh,
Bye... )':

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2009-09-23T21:45:00.005+08:00

Xander's back today and he has been sleeping all along. We had to wake him up to drink milk and clean him up. Haha. He's sucha lil pig.

And I've been cooped up at home recently till I'm getting crazy. Have nothing much to blog about. And Yvonne, if you want to come to my place, just give me a call okay? (:

BYE! :D

*I really abhore people doing the opposite of what they say.*

I'm going to sound damn sexist now.

MOST GUYS ARE MAJOR LIARS.

BACK TOMORROW

2009-09-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

Xander Chong. 張齊家.

That's my baby's name...My baby brother I mean (:

Right,齊家 will be back tomorrow with mummee... So I'd be busy cleaning his shit, making milk, singing lullaby for him. And goddamn it, no one believes that I'm his sister! Some even thinks that I'm his mom when I carried him around. ._.

Okay okay. I twittered yesterday saying that grandfather had 3wives? Yes! My heard from my ah ma yesterday night lor!

His first wife had 2sons(my dad&uncle) & 4daughters. And my 1st granny didn't have any money to take in nourishment stuff. And at that time, my granddad met his 2nd wife, which gave birth to my 5th aunt and 3rd uncle. And I believe, my 1st granny was too weak to take the blow that her husband had another woman out there, she died of grieve? I think? HAHA. I think la... Then the 2nd wife went crazy, obviously a mental problem. Then my granddad had his eyes on my 3rd granny, which is the one I'm closest to now. My maternal grandmum said that my paternal 3rd granny was very pretty that's why my granddad wanted her. Then... she gave to birth to my 6th & 7th aunties. (:

And at that time when my 3rd granny was together with my granddad, she wasn't well like. She worked very hard to convince everyone and make everyone acknowledge her. Indeed, she's very capable. B'cos she's taking care of 10+ foreign students now and she's already 50plus?
She's a great cook, very modern too! She's constantly making new kind of yummy food! From shanghai food to Jap to Korea to western...I've tried all she made and god, its yum!

Right, that's my grand-dad's love story!!! HAHA...

P/s : My maternal grandmum have 2man in her life...HAHA.

AND AND AND...I manage to sneak out from home for a few hours to meet baby WYC (:
Haven't meet him for so long...I missed him so much T~T He was damn sweet to bring me shopping! Although I insisted that we should save up the extra money for rainy days, he still dragged me to shopping. He brought me to Cotton On and I got 2 teees, 1 shorts, 2bra and a bottom. It total up to $79.95, very ex right T~T He insisted that I should get the bra lor... Horny boy. HAHA.

Then we went to buy a bikini since it had been a long time since I bought one. Hehe.$38. After that he brought me to Pasta De Waraku, yes again. And had a very filling meal which cost on $30. Went to Giodano and bought 5pairs of socks from Weiyee...He damn stingy lor that WeiYee... 1badge also want to charge me. HAHA. LOL.

Shopping really can kill people one lor! Next time don't want ready T~T I see him keeping paying I feel heartache for him T~T I'm so sorry that he spent so much. Sigh.
I must save up to buy him a VERY BIG present on his bday(:

Right, I have to sleep early...BECAUSE BABY XANDER IS COMING BACK HOME TOMORROW!!!

BYE...
lovelove,
MIU.

More of "X"

2009-09-21T21:02:00.004+08:00

Additional Member to the Chong Family.

Name : Xander Chong

D.O.B : 21.09.09

Time : 0253hr

Weight : 2.86kg

Length : 49cm

Head Circumference : 33cm

(: That's my new baby brother. Isn't he cute? And know what? Average new borns needs around 1 week to open their eyes and MY baby "X" opened his eyes like 15min after he's out? Isn't he amazing or what?!

For this little fellow, I've "sacrifice" alot of stuff. Like, giving up my very own room and sleep in the hall, giving up a Nintendo DS, a delay of me getting a new notebook, less love... HAHA.

But I felt that it's all worth it(:

Food for thought, will others think that I'm his mum when I bring him out?

'Cos that happened when I brought two of my cousins out to Parkway. And they are 1yr old plus and 5years old. How great (:

Right, WYC baby, I'm so sorry that I can't meet you anything sooner. You know that I can't leave home at this time right? I'm sorry love, I'd make it up to you okay? I hope you'd love baby X too!!!

MUAH.

Hearthearts.

MIU.

ITS.........XANDER!

2009-09-21T16:27:00.003+08:00

That's my baby Xander! Sorry that the pictures are a blur 'cos my phone camera sucks )':

But...My baby brother is uberly adorable!!! Don't cha think so? Till now, he's only less than a day old!

It goes like this :

Yesterday while surfing the net, mumee kept saying her back is breaking and her stomache is painful so we drove her to Thomson Medical Centre at 11.30pm. After I finish doing the registration is already 12mn. So we proceed to the family lounge and waited...around 2am, dadee was called to the delivery ward and I'm left alone there. And boy! It was scary! Like those scary hospital room in horror flicks? Ya, that right. And baby was sleeping so I had no one to talk to!!! )': After the tv was being switched off, I hurried to the entrance of the delivery suite 'cos I'm too timid to stay there any longer!

And I stood infront of the delivery suite for more than an hour! Finally, I saw the nurse pushing lil Xander out! :D He's out at 0253hours, 49cm long, 2.86kg with a head circumference of 33cm!

My god, hearing the nurse shouting"PUSH! PUSH HARDER! 1,2,3 PUSH! YOU HAVE TO TRY TO PUSH!!! " I was so nervous! And I felt like crying. Lol ._. After a little while, I got to see lil Xander and he's so cute!!! Sigh...

After settling mummee and lil Xander, dadee and I went home at around 4.45am? Yea. Then there was this episode that dadee was totally pissed off by me. 'Cos when we were reaching our home's carpark, he told me cook him a packet of instant noodle. But I was really very tired and my eyes can barely open! So I asked him if he could ask Xavier(my 2nd brother) to cook for him since he's already up and awake. Then dadee got pissed and reprimanded me saying that I'm useless, bla bla bla and can't even cook him a bowl of instant noodle. At that time I was hungry too but I was seriously too tired to eat or do anything else. And he got pissed off at me! Yay. But before that I've already texted Xavier to ask him to start cooking for Dadee.

And we reached home...

Xavier was cooking supper for Dadee and dadee went like ... "Oh, you're sucha good boy! cooking supper for me, how sweet of you! Unlike SOMEONE who's reluctant to even make instant noodles for me... " Yada yada. But he did shut his mouth when my brother replied coldly saying that "Jiejie asked to cook it, if not I won't be doing it." Lol. I was too tired to say anything so I went to change, took a sip of water and went to sleep at around 5.15am.

Bahh, it was damn tiring and I slept till 9am then I got digged up from my sleep to go out again. God, I'm tired!!!

But, baby xander is really cute right? Please don't say no. AND AND AND, there was a complication during delivery! Baby Xander's umbilical cord was wind around his neck! And Doctor Teo had to vacum him out! And he got a weird head shape now. But mummee said that if we diligently stroke his head back to a ball, he'd be like any normal baby (:

GOODLUCK TO ME TAKING CARE OF BABY XANDER.

I MISS WYC )':

BYE.

LOVES,

MIU

Love story?

2009-09-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

** To clarify me "fun facts yesterday" I have like only 12.5% or less of indian blood running in me. I'm not trying to be less indian-y but I just found out today that my mum is only a half indian. :D

Right, I posted yesterday that I'm gonna talk about my "love story" with baby? Yupp.

It goes like this...2008

Long before I get to know baby, he's somehow closer to Huanni and he often borrows Social Studies textbook from her, make stuff for her to eat and stuff. What's best is... I don't even know he existed in school! I mean like, he's just in the class next to me and stuff? Bahh...

One day during Morning assembly, I forgotten what happened but I had to lend him my social studies books instead. By then, I still wasn't interested in him and treated him rather coldly. Partially because I had a boyfriend and we weren't very happy and bla bla so I wasn't in very good mood.

Right, then comes Valentine's day. I baked blueberry muffins for Ian, Kings, Huann and all, including ShiQuan, who was in the same class as baby then. And again, he borrowed my SS textbook yet again. And I happened to go into their class and chat a lil with ShiQuan and then found out that baby ate my blueberry muffins 'cos he took it from SQ.

*sidenote : Since it was V'day, I sprinkled chocolate chips around my BBmuffin.

Okay, then I heard baby said that "the muffin tasted like shit, why got chocolate one?" I tell you guys...I was damn pissed off at him! I mean like, I dont know you, I lend you my textbook, I didn't allow you to eat my muffin and how dare you say that my muffin tasted like shit? Bad. Because all of 'em said that it was nice. Damn him I thought. _l_

Alright, I quickly brushed him off my mind and that day happened to be a Thursday and I've got band practice. Plus, as a very very very responsible drum major, I didn't use my cell through the 3 hours 'cos I banned texting/calling in band room. After band, I saw that I have a few text and a few missed calls. All from baby. None from my bf back then.suck right? Haha.

It waas baby texting me that he lost my book and apologising that he said my muffin tasted like shit. And wishing me a happy V'day. And he actually wanted to give me his homemade sushi which got eaten up by Idk who. On that day, I was with band members & becca jiejie @ Thai Express, I remembered very clearly.

Then he started texting me and 'cos I knew a few people from BWLSS(his former school), we've got common topic. So...we texted each other day and night...

This was how I met him, I still have Michael as my bf back then and I had no intention of being together with baby at all. I treated him more like a big brother, yes...again.

Stay tune to find out what did baby do on my Birthday!

BYEEEEEEEEE :D
Loves,
Miu.

How well do you know me

2009-09-19T22:40:00.004+08:00

Fun facts of me!!! You might know some but aiya, I just feel like blogging! CAN?! Okay can...

1. I'm NOT a pure chinese. I have like 25% or less indian blood running in my body.

2. I made friends with baby on Valentine's day 2008.

3. I am a very fussy when it comes to food and the taste of the food will affect my mood.

4. I have a very lousy figure T~T (34B, 25, 33)

5. My parents doesn't know that I have a boyfriend and I'm not suppose to have one till I'm 21YearsOld.

6. Dadee doesn't allow me to wear shorts...like, my usual shorts. And no mini skirts either.

7. Alcohol makes me go Gaga.

8. I adore girls that look like dolls (Big eyes, sharp nose, long silky hair eg...)

9. If everything allows, I can sleep for at least 17hours straight

10. Mumee&Dadee doesn't treat me like I'm 17.

11. I prefer to hang out with guys more than girls b'cos girls are very troublesome.

12. I prefer to hang out with girls when I feel that guys are jerks. HAHA.

13. I feel that I might as well grow a dick and be a guy.

14. Am very emotional and am very easily hurt by r/s & family issues.

15. I have phobia of getting trap in a lift and has a fear for loneliness

16. I don't allow people to touch my nose

17. Ears turns red (RAD according to Ris Low) very easily

18. Wish to be the woman supporting my man

19. Am very willing to cook and wait for hubby to be back at home after work.

20. Love her friends very much and thank them for tolerating all my nonsense and am still willing to be my friends. Thank you all!

So... Maybe I'd post how me and baby & stuff the next time I write here. :D

BYE!!! LOVES LOVES!

MIU.

Xander

2009-09-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

Yes, my baby brother will be named Xander. Since Xander starts with a letter "X", my dad liked it 'cos my 2nd brother's named Xavier. Now we have 2 "X"s in our family. By 23.9.2009, I'd have a baby brother named Xander. Remembered the movie Triple X? Or... "xXx"? The secret agent's named Xander too. With a shortform "X", which I find it kinda cool actually. :D

And...GOOD NEWS!!! Dadee's friend called up and told me that my notebook was beyond repair! YAY! So he's gonna get back that pile of useless metal and give it a last check to see if its really spoilt tomorrow. And if it's really spoilt, he'd get a new one for me :D YIPEEE...

Dadee had his eyes on a Blackberry...to be specific, its BlackBerry Curve 8900. I think he's going to get, I'm sure he is, 'cos he doesn't mind to spend $$ on gadgets. Just as long as he likes it. Mumeee said that after she cleared my bills, she'd extend my contract and get me a new phone! :D

And Weiyee showed me another version of an OmniaPro...its B_ _ _ _ I forgot. But! Its damn chio! And the QWERTY keypad? LOVE IT ~! But the problem is, its not launched in Singapore yet +++ It'd be VERY EXPENSIVE!!! ): Booo...

I've been spending my days with mumee and dadee and lil Xander. And I will be spending much time with my family esp when baby Xander is out. Who will he look like? Mumee said that he better don't be like me T~T I'm sooo hurt )':

Yada yada, baby had been working. We seldom text, seldom talked on the phone. When he's back home at night, he'd be tired to continue talking and when he wakes up, its almost noon and he'd have to eat lunch, prepare, bla bla bla and I won't be able to chat with him on the phone 'cos dadee would be beside me. Oh well. I hope he doesn't forgets to clear hammy's cage! I miss him soooo much.

So...yupp. That's all!
BYE!
LOVE,
MIU.

TAG ME PLEASE

N I L

2009-09-14T21:03:00.004+08:00

Ignore me f*cked up face. :D

Dadee's back, freedom gone!!! Am at home blogging with dadee's vaio...But I can't do anything with it!!! >< 'Cept for surfing the net and playing bouncing ball on facebook. LOL.

Plus, baby had been working and I can't leave home. So... I miss him plenty {: I'm so used to seeing him everyday! That's why I'm having sucha difficult life without him )': So sad. HAHA.

Now...I see if he still dares to bully me and break my heart when you see me!!!

I don't know why...so many time he breaks my heart, so many times he made me tear, made me want to give up, made me want to not love him forever and made me want to just go to another guy's arms. No matter how many times he did it, I still somehow forgives him and not leave him. Is it me that sank too deep or is it that I can't move on without him? Or is it that I'm afraid that no one will want me after he leaves? Haha. I bet!

I mean like, except for baby, probably no other guys would want to woo me and make me their girlfriends!!! HAHA. Suitors? Why don't I have them? I never got to choose people, people chose me. :/ Right? Me, with such a poor attitude, lousy figure, fat, not-very-pretty. Too much bad points to list. My good points? Haha. I can't think of it !!! Maybe my goondo-ness. HAHA. If you consider that as a good point! :D

So...I'm very happy that baby chose me! :D LIM JUN HONG, THIS IS THE REASON WHY I DOTE ON HIM SO MUCH AND AM WILLING TO SPEND ON HIM!!! GET IT? Stupid guy!

Right, so missy me shall end this boring post now!

BYE!!!
MIU

Dad's coming back TOMORROW T~T

2009-09-12T11:51:00.002+08:00

I didn't get to go to Tao's yesterday. Instead, baby treated me at Pasta De Waraku. But as usual, Korokoro Toufu isn't in the house. BAHH... ):

Dadee's coming back to Singapore tomorrow. That means...I can't go out as often, I don't get much allowance, I can't wear my shorts, I can't wear tank tops. Its like...having a Disciplinary Master at home. ._. What's more? My house is already so crowded. With dadee coming back, I have no idea where am I going to sleep. Maybe I'd be banished into the toilet. ><

Right, its confirm that I would be able to stay out overnight from October 5th to 7th. (: I'd be camping out with classmates from the 5th to 6th @ ECP then probably stay overnight at bab's from 6th to 7th. :D Hope my 大姨妈 won't come on those days T~T DAMN IT.

I'm going to take it more students soon! And that means I'd have more income. If everything permits, I'd love to go to Taiwan with baby and his family. So...I'm saving up!!! :D

Thats it. Mom said that she's prolly get the Acer notebook from our school website. The one everyone's using. Haha. Its actually quite cheap! :D

LOVE,
MIU

Happy 16th Monthsary WYC!

2009-09-11T14:33:00.002+08:00

I've officially lived through 4 months of my 1year curse!!! HAHA. Being with this silly boy really made me very very bliss and happy. Of course there were times where I felt like giving up, times that he lied to me, times that he did things that broke my heart & vice versa.

But hey, we manage to get over it right? (: Love him max!

And....

NMS0902 is going for an overnight outing @ East Coast Park on the 5th - 6/7th of OCTOBER! :D
Guess it'd be fun having to bond with each other. And most importantly...I hope everyone will turn up! :D I promise not be mean to anyone on that day :D I'd try.... HAHA.

I LOVE CAMPINGS!!!

Baby's bringing me to Tao's for high tea later! At 3pm. YAY YAY YAY!!!

I just made caramel pudding for baby. Its still in the oven baking. Hope it'd turn out well.!!!

Right! Gotta go.

* Tag me please!!! )': TAG ME!!!
Where's Zhiyan? Where's JunHong? Where's everyone!?!?!?!?!!?!? ROAR!

BYE!
♥max,
Miu.

水餃and火鍋~

2009-09-10T13:47:00.001+08:00

好久沒po了捏. 哈哈. 寶貝阿, 別催我了啦!

本小姐要去捉一部戲了. 回頭見！　

:S

2009-09-08T20:01:00.002+08:00

Finally I get to blog. Bahh... I wanted to blog using JunHong's phone but I'm somehow a little paiseh. No la, I still can't adapt to his phone. Touchscreen phones were never my thing. I still find fun using it though haha.

Right, nothing fun during weekend. Kinda miserable. Except for the dinner @ ParkRoyal Hotel on Saturday night. Silly him went to Batam and left me behind! What's better? He didn't even call/text/leave a message. Sigh. I'm so poor thing!

Sunday's family day.

Went to Kbox with JunHong,Mingyang&his friend. Before going to Kbox, they boys went ahead to play an hour of pool and as usual, I sat at the side exploring JunHong's phone.

*/ sidenote : I'm thinking if I should get OmniaPro or E71 ? JunHong recommanded E71.

Right, then to cheers for 2 bottles of Alcohol, KOI for 2 cups of caramel Milk Tea.

Went to tutor a kiddo after wards, with a very heavy head. BLEAH, Long Island Tea taste bad.
That's how I spent my past few days, boring I know. But, what can I do? I'm a pig. HAHA. You are one too!

BYEBYEBYEBYE
♥
MIU

_l_

2009-09-03T17:00:00.002+08:00

I'm rotting away at his home now. Fuck. Damn woman's so called best friend. Actually, there's nothing to blame it about. Haha. It just made me felt a little uncomfortable and I'm damn fucked up about it. And it happened that SOMEONE just happen to NOT be able to understand and still challenged me. Oh well.

Over the past few years, this would never happen in weekdays. During weekdays, my time slot would be packed with all kinds of stuff. Unlike now, rotting at home? Not my cup of soft drink.

Oh well. Shall stop here.

P.S : Stop threatening me before I get real fucked up and give you a fucking tight slap. I hate people threatening me. So QUIT IT.

1st customer (:

2009-09-02T11:25:00.002+08:00

Probably, I'm the 1st customer @ Seoul Mart novena. Thought that his mum would make Kimchi hotpot today 'cos she mentioned it yesterday. So I went to get the Kimchi soup base early in the morning. To my surprise, I received a text saying that we'd have no hotpot today b'cause there's too little people eating T~T Oh well, save it for other day then.

Anyway, my so called surprise was busted. T~T I can't keep secrets!!! Haha. He guessed it and he knew it all along. No choice, no surprises. But I did get him the UNI QLO jeans he wanted!!! I'm gonna get one soon...I hope. Haha. Along with a bright yellow tee he wanted it cost about...$89.80. Worth the cash. He looked like a banana when he tried that shirt on. HAHA.

Brought him Pasta De Waraku and am both satisfied with our meal, just a tad too salty. But its cheap! So, ya, why not?

Just I'm just gonna rot today. Chemistry really drive me crazy T~T

BYE
♥ MIU

Omnia2

2009-09-01T10:32:00.003+08:00

I'm now blogging through Junhong's new phone!This phone is damn cool can?!If only I can pocket his new gadget! And I know I haven't been blogging much, but you guys got no rrason not to tag me lor.

Had been to Ion Orchard with baby yesterday. Ate lunch at a high end Jap restaurant, it was thumbs up and toes up! Itacho Sushi. Love the sushi bar! Actually its not very very highclass but its roughly 10 times better than sakae. Haha.

Ion is a killer to both baby and me! We set our eyes on so many stuffs! And as a surprise for baby later, I'm going to get him a new pair of jeans. Hehe. Hope he doesn't read this now, if not there will be no surprises anymore.

Oh ya, I went to see the chinese doctor on Sunday. Guess what she say? She said my blood isn't circulating well and my respiratory system isn't functioning well and according to her, I'm very upset. I admit that I was very happy but not tothe extend that...(ur head... i shall stop here)

erm...shari gt to study NOW

BTWBTW... junhong is soooooooooooo good can!

KILL YOURSELF

2009-08-27T14:43:00.001+08:00

Do you fucking know that smoking kills? _l_

Slim jeans are fine, Catsuits are not.

2009-08-26T15:46:00.002+08:00

Everyone will be blogging how Math paper suck today, shall skip it.

And LimJunHong, please find your own seat and stop occupying mine!!! Made me looked so embarrased infront of everything. And left me scratching my head to wonder where the fuck I'm supposed to sit >:/ Neh mind, you got retribution by getting reprimended by the invigilators. :D

Skipped chemistry and Jonathan said that nothing much was taught. Bab wanted to watch Turning Point, so we smuggled BreadTalk/Pork Chop in. Not very worth watching, I think. All "undercover" types of movies have similar endings. Everyone dies except for the male lead. Boring.

But "The Proposal" was nice! Hate woman for 3years, fell in love with her after 3days, POOF! Married. But the interview at the very end was hilarious. Thumbs up! (:

Right, 2movies in a row. And bab bought 2 tees, a belt/pair of slippers for me(:

BYE♥
I'm still a boring person.

I knew it...Knew it...KNEW IT!

2009-08-24T11:09:00.002+08:00

Like I've said to Roland in my tagboard. My life had been really really boring/plain/mundane/whatever. Have been going to his home, and back to my own. I've became a real boring person! Sigh~!

"I knew it"? Yes, I've already predicted it and poof! it happened(:

Weekends had always been THE SAME! Recently, I've never ever spend a peaceful weekend. It is always filled with millions of miss calls to you and trillions of text messages before I can get through the goddamn connection and get to YOU. How responsible is that? And having to tolerate everything else after all that happened? It really reached my limit and I really felt like calling it quits.

YOU! Will never understand this kind of torment b'cos I've NEVER done it to you! Yes, Love is indeed unfair. To the extend that I just felt like giving up and you don't even fucking give a damn about it.

I just want to say, Stop pushing me further will you? If I suck so much, tell me. You don't have to torture me till I can no longer bear with it and leave. Don't fucking blame me if I really did that.

I have my limits too. NOT ONLY YOU.

MEOW~!

2009-08-19T11:17:00.002+08:00

Sigh... It seems that there isn't any hope for my notebook to come alive and accompany me already. Have been using bab's notebook at his home and there's very limited things I can do using his notebook lor! All my links are gone... Maybe...I'd swallow bab's notebook day by day and declare it MINE!!! MUAHAH. Why am I so smart? :O

Anyways, there isn't anything fun to blog about! Bab had been sick so I was camping at his place for almost a week!!! I've never been else where except for Tpy, Bishan & YCK lor! T~T

But... :D I've saved quite alot of moolah leh! TEEHEEHEE...

I hope the one peeping into the screen now would bring me out to KFC for lunch later. HOR?!

BYE♥
MIU

FUCK THE COMPUTER MONSTER

2009-08-15T12:53:00.001+08:00

ARGH... _l_ All the computer at home broke down, including mine!

There must be a reason one lor!!! Cannot bo dai bo ji just spoil one. Impossible...Tsktsk.
Now everything in my notebook are gonna be gone ): Can I open up the notebook and pluck out the harddisk? Hmm.

Baby's sick and I've been taking care of him for 3days. :/ Hope he's better now!!!

Loveloves.
Miu.

☺I'd not be blogging so much now! Miss me okay?
♥

LimJunHong, You're 20. HAH

2009-08-12T19:50:00.004+08:00

Naz got bitten by JunHong!

Syaf, the cake distributor

I ate Jerry's head,YanHua had Tom's head and Syaf had Jerry's BUTT

Blessings from Bday boy(Baby don't get jealous...)

That was yesterday...so yesterday...Teeeheeeheee.

I got kicked out of the fucking lab by Tina Tan this morning. _l_ Initially, I told myself its my own fault for not wearing long pants. So I went off to blk S and did a little Chem revision. Soon after, Ben&co walked past, I was very sleepy then so I didn't really cared or what. But RenHwai pointed to Amos and I looked. Wtf! Amos wasn't wearing long pants either lor! _l_-ed up lor!!!

I was damn sleepy...Really was! So I took a little nap before lesson starts. (: Lunch-ed at North Canteen with Bab + Justin&co. Hey, the yong tau foo there is not bad leh! Unlike the one at South canteen !!! I had runs after eating the laksa one!!! But the one I ate today was better...much better... :3 Just a tad too only oily... (:

My god...Physics common test is @ 8.30am tomorrow and I've only just finished one chapter! T~T. There goes my 'A'!

BYE!
Gotta see how much I still can study for Physics.
xoxo,
Miu♥

Happy Ice Birth Cream Day Buffet!

2009-08-11T22:27:00.006+08:00

:D H A P P Y...H A P P Y...

Computer Programming has nothing to do with me now! (:
JunHong turns 20!

Successfully launch my programme and pulled through the killer presentation, yay me! Lunch-ed at Koufu with girls,Zhiyan&co. Stupid birthday boy reached school at like... 12plus when he's supposed to reach at 9am! Listened to Math, intergration. _l_

Sir Hengky Chang was late for an hour lor!!! !@#$%^&* But as sweet & innocent, hardwork,adorable me...(Fiction) I did the tutorial he gave lor! Haha. Soon after the lesson, something magical happened...

A CAKE POP-ED OUT...(Okay, I'm a 'lil exaggerating) but you get the idea, a surprise.

And... T~T I got "cake smashed" by JunHong...! ): Poor me...Teeeheeheee.

Went for Swenson's aftermath... quite a good deal. $22.25 for 2 person for a ice cream buffet. Its a 1 for 1 promotion for the opening of Swensen's @ ION orchard. Want the voucher? Tag me and I'd send you! Just print it and give it to the person.

♥♥♥
Miu
xoxo

P/s : My eyes are damn small...

生日快乐！

2009-08-11T00:02:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIMJUNHONG☻

Yes, its Junhong's birthday!!! HAHA. Think of all the whackings he'd get makes me damn excited lor!!! :D Nonetheless, this relatively "old" guy happens to be one of my dearest friend in class! He'd crap with me, buy me chocolate bars, whack my head and...MEOW with me!!! He's like the best crapping partner! And what's more? He complains that I'm noisy yes...but...HE DOESN'T GET "FED UP" BY IT!!! I'm so amazed. :D I've been so goddamn irritating but he never once flare up at me or what lor! SEE SEE SEE. Where to find sucha caring brother?!

SO GIRLS...GRAB HIM LA!!! LOL. HE'S VERY GOOD ONE... Got hear before? "我不帅，但我很温柔！" something like that la...But he'd 10x better than it. :D:D:D

So gather all your wishes and make his wish come true!!!

// I'm so tired now. I'm going to sleep... Zzz. CP can suck Suneetha.V's boobs and Jacob's balls!!!

xoxo,
Miu♥

Hate it

2009-08-09T18:03:00.003+08:00

Fucking sorry that Im not as good as you expected.

Guys hitting on girls

2009-08-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

Questions.

On average, how many times you girls out there gets hit on by guys when you're out? In Singapore, only those "Ah bengs" will go around town hitting on some hot chicks and disturbing them. Hah. Poor girls.

Lucky for me, I don't have big boobs, long legs, slim waist, long silky hair or a pretty face. Most of the time, people won't notice me. I mean, if you don't know me at all. And I walked past you/ infront of you, would you even bother to raise your head and look at me?

If someone / some people actually looks at me, there must be something wrong with me. Did I forget to button up my shorts, there's something on my face, am I wearing the wrong clothes? These question will just keep popping up and I'd feel very inferior.

Talking about that. Self-esteem. I have high CONFIDENCE but a relatively low SELF-ESTEEM.
In my opinion, I've already accept the fact that I'm just a very ordinary girl you can find on the street, and I'm so goddamn confident about myself is 'cos I have nothing to lose! HAHA.

Okay. Back to topic. Singapore guys(normal ones) won't go hitting on girls. Unlike in Taiwan or Japan. Chicks often get MANY suitors/admirers or whatever. But in Singapore? Nope. Guess Sg is not that open yet.

BUT...there are kind souls around in Singapore! (:

There was once I was crying at a void deck at around Bishan and I was feeling very very heartbroken. Then there was these bunch of guys around my age walked past. Then they were mumbling and stuff, soon, they came over and asked if I was alright. Being a very girl (me), I said yea, I'm okay. HAHA. But I was tearing all the way lor! After 45min or so, they came back. With tissues and a post-it note with someone's number. All that guy said was "If you need someone to talk to, you can call this number." LOL! Nowadays still got like that one meh?

Nonetheless, I said thanks. Teeeheee. Lucky.

Right. Just a very random post. HAH.
BYE!

-Miu♥

Bummer.

2009-08-08T13:35:00.002+08:00

I hate weekends. I HATE WEEKENDS!!!

Weekends...

I never failed to get upset. Oh well. Not my life after all.

Thank you for accompanying me when I was feeling so down. How useless can I be? :/ Thinking about how I spent this useless weekend doing nothing but lying down at the slide, ahh, bummer.
Sad songs playing in my Mp3, air filled with haze, heart so empty. Sigh.

FML _l_

xoxo
Miu

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KI MENG

2009-08-07T20:10:00.004+08:00

Their so called "Men's talk"

Justin and his Shark-don't-know- what drink

Birthday boy and Nutella Cake :D

Looky @ ChenHong aka Joe!
(I'm not inside 'cos I'm the one taking the photo!)

Woah! For 3 consecutive days, there's people celebrating their birthday. After Zhiyan was Ridzwan and to Ki Meng now. Celebrated his bday @ Fish&Co. Ate the platter and man, it was a relatively big portion! Shucks. If it was served piping hot instead of warm, it'd definitely taste better! (: So...we went to get a cake for KM, nutella flavor. Teeheeheee. The cut the cake with a super big knife can?! 'Cos they frozed the cake and the plastic knife was too weak to cut through the cake. Teeheeheee...

C programming, like how Justin said ; "Today's paper was a killer". Hahaha. Aiya, whatever lor. Hahahahahahahaahha >0<

BYE.
xoxo.
Miu♥

Happy Birthday...Again~!

2009-08-06T22:21:00.003+08:00

YES. To Rizwan(idk how to spell)!!! (: Same things la hor. You guys know the procedure! [:

:/ This was exactly how I was feeling throughout the whole day today, till now... My face looks damn fat! :O But who cares?

Sigh. Life suck.

And where are you now?

I don't know how tragically I'd die for Cprogramming's common test tomorrow. :/ Suck manxz! HAHA.

_l_

HEY YOU!

2009-08-05T19:19:00.003+08:00

YES! YOU! TO YOU WHO'S READING THIS, WISH MR.FU ZHI YAN A VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY! AS I SAID, THE MORE BIRTHDAY WISH YOU COLLECT, THE HIGHER THE CHANCE THE BDAY BOY'S WISH IS GONNA COME TRUE! I HOPE HE LIKES HIS BDAY!
SO...WISH HIM! NO MATTER IF YOU KNOW HIM OR NOT, JUST WISH...~! YOU CAN WISH HIM THROUGH MY TAGBOARD, OR YOU CAN GO TO HIS BLOG AND TAG HIM A BDAY WISH! LASTLY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! XOXO

Lucky that Jiale's back to school today. I poured so much of my emotion craps on him and no matter how irritating he finds me, he still bothered to listen and advice. Where to find sucha good guy like him? How can the person/whatever above the clouds let him get sick? Listening to him cough wasn't nice at all. T~T So poor thing :P

Tomorrow's gonna be a long day. Oh well... Common test 2 is coming but I got no idea what is gonna be tested 'cos I didn't even listen ! Wth. Lots of catching up to do lor! Super sian! T.T

MONEY!!!

Meow...

BYE♥

SUDDEN CRAVING FOR MARSHMELLOW!!!

Not the BBQ ones! Not the ones with fillings! It's small, cute, plain and YUMMY.

Anyone?

2009-08-04T23:06:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired T~T

Those photos were taken during our breaktime @ the fountain. It's real windy there! Dangling your legs down the railing, blasting your MP3 and reading a magazine is really relaxation. Will go back there again if I'd needa chill. Lying down there is cool too, its just so that I'm a girl and it'd look no appropriate for some others out there, oh well. To each of their own. HAHA.

We only had Math lecture today. :/ MS was cancelled for idk what reasons but we still had "Meet your mentor session". Unexpectedly, the first thing that came out of LiYing's mouth was "Sorry"! She apologised for always delaying our time and forgetting to let me take my Equiz. Oh well. I just I can't say anything bad right. HAHA.

Watched Overheard. Not shiok leh! There are soooo many other movies I want to catch!
District 9 / Orphan / Up / etc... LA LA LA...

There's this particular someone I want to thank. He had been around for very long. But each time, I'd just 错过 him and stuff. Well....Just its some kinda fate stuff? Like...its damn weird. But he's really a very nice guy. HEHE.

Jiale! Are you alright? It's already Tuesday but you have yet appear in school! And you didn't reply my text lor! Smelly! You're missed in school, so please let us know that you're fine and get your smelly backside back to school! (: TAKE CARE AH! ♥

BYE

LIFE SUCKS

2009-08-03T21:27:00.003+08:00

Yes, SINGAPORE NOT OK! (Ignore my CARS bedsheet!)

Thinking Skill's presentation is finally O V E R ! Phew, it was a close shave. WHY AH, Why some people just can't let things pass by? Luckily, the lecturer and other guys helped blocked our questions away :D If not, I'd be dying of nervousness ._. The hall was damn cold and I was practically shivering. A relatively big commotion after the class. But oh well...No comments! Haha. Best to say anything...

Went to GrassRoot Club for pool. I didn't know the "dress code" for clubs. No shorts, no slippers. Unfortunately, I wore a sheer top with mini shorts and slippers :D But I still manage to walk in. Teeeeheeeheee. The uncle only said "小妹妹，以后不要穿这么短，很危险！"(lil girl, don't wear so short next time, very dangerous.) Lol.

I hate Li Ying. Alot... T~T She never fails to delay the tutorial session. It states that the session should end at 6. But why do we always have to end up wrapping it up at 6.20pm, earliest?! Walao. If she delays all session, can we redeem the over-shot time and cancel a lesson or two? HAHA. I wish.

Oh well...Life sucks.

Hope someone sweet would appear and pamper me, be it a guy/woman.

BYE♥

2009-08-01T14:28:00.003+08:00

Leave me alone.

You've chose what you wanted and I don't think I'm part of it. Am I?

Split the DVD into half. So did our memories.

Update //

Puking all over,having a goddamned heavy head, breathing difficulties and a broken heart isn't a way to spend a Saturday. Life sucks. I hate it.

Meow^^

2009-07-31T19:05:00.003+08:00

Its F R I D A Y !

Ah...Here comes boring weekends... Or maybe not 'cos I'm giving tuition! Teeeheeeheee... KA-CHING!!!

Caught "The hangover" with baby yesterday night...Hehe. Its damn funny leh! HAHA. I was laughing my ass off "Alan" HAHA. You guys should watch it to relax...HAHA. :3

@ around 12.50am, I woke up and had a terrible tummyache. It was damn unbearable can?! Haha.
I think I shouldn't eat curry Yong Tau Foo for two days straight. I think that was the cause. HAHA.

Phew...I nearly died today. I really felt that! The pain was unbearable and I really thought that I was gonna die )': I'm still very scared till now. :/

2009-07-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

"Don't ask if you're not gonna believe."

Have you ever wondered why people can't trust you? You'd probably say yes. Yes, its gonna be MY fault that I asked and still refuse to believe. Yes, MY fault... That's right.

Ask yourself this, Why would people even get suspicious. Let me tell you this, if you don't want people to start getting suspicious, you jolly well DON'T DO it.

I might be rather suspicious sometimes or according to you, ALL THE TIME. Com'on, T H I N K. Why would I bother to anger and get upset for nothing?

I've told you this before. This might sound cliche but...yes.

No matter how perfectly you heal a broken heart, there'd still be a crack.

And its up to you if you want to continue cracking that heart or you'd try your best to fill it.
Looking at how things are going, I think you're not going for the latter. Well.

Guess I'm just always not good enough for you and your so called "Man's pride".

Denial...

Rather boring~

2009-07-29T20:04:00.005+08:00

Shuddup JunHong, I can hear you saying "Shari looks like shit."

Lookey at those disgusting white heads...! Eeew

Yes. Indeed, Life had been rather plain for me. Shucks.

Was at bab's place yesterday night, Star Movies am already one of my favourite english channel! Haha. Watched Game Plan in bab's arm. Ooo...I like! HAHA.

Mechanics suck as usual...I don't even get a crap of what it is! T~T Meow...~! And I slept a little in Ms. :3 Meow...~!

Baby brought me to Pizza Hut today[: Yumyum. But there was this table of Kuo Chuan Secondary kids. My god. You guys should have seen the waitress/waiters' faces. They were damn awkward can? :/ Why ah? Haha.

Baby is sleeping now...Am waiting for him to wake up and call me. (:

And and and...Lim JunHong invited me to his sister's wedding! Sounded damn fun to go can?! THANKS BROTHER. :D

**I hope mummy would allow me to attend**

BYE.

2009-07-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

解释就是掩饰。哈哈。

那倒不是啦！看情况吧。

明天上一点的课，他妈的。本小姐没衣服穿了啦！不要跟我说“那就别穿啊！” You know that's impossible. 靠~ 没钱捏！要是本小姐有钱，就会买多几件mini dress。穿去学校，吓死那些臭男生！给你们看看，本小姐也有像女生的时候！哎呀，那都是借口。其实，我是想穿给宝贝看！哈哈。

累了。
想休息！

HAH. WEBCAM CRAP

2009-07-27T15:46:00.004+08:00

Both photos are clickable(: Look how retarded Junhong is...

Webcam-ed with Junhong, in class, beside me. DANG. Both of us were soooo cute~ Yes, according to Joshua a.k.a ULTI-EMO & Naz a.k.a Irritating ass, we're behaving like a couple of sibling. T~T Why him... HAHAH. So old... So bo liao. HAHAHAHAHAHA.

MEOW~

累了。

2009-07-26T20:16:00.002+08:00

每天围绕着你打转，
每天为你着想，
每天追着你跑。
难道我就要一辈子跟在你后面追你，
一辈子失去自我吗？
能不能，偶尔，宠宠我？
我真得很希望你能回头看看我，摸摸我的头。
还是，你连回头看一下下都觉得没必要呢？
可能使我想太多了吧。
也许你不知道，
活在阴影里，
并不好受。
就当作是我从不为你着想吧。

李玖哲 - 想太多。

你笑着说他是朋友
但你眼中太温柔
我的不安那么沉重
只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中
属于我的角落
所以你说我们不是你和我

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有错怪了什么
虽然你不说都是错在我
太晚我才懂爱了你太多

是我想太多你总这样说
但你却没有真的心疼我
是我想太多我也这样说
这是唯一能安慰我的理由

2009-07-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

1. 超人和人唯一區別是: 人是把内褲穿在裏面

2. 騎白馬的不一定是王子, 可能是唐僧

3. 我不是隨便的人, 但隨便起來就不是人

4. 我身在江湖, 江湖卻沒有關於我的傳説

5. 生, 容易. 活, 容易. 生活不容易.

No photos )':

2009-07-25T19:47:00.002+08:00

Shan't mention yesterday's stuff, nothing interesting about it my school life actually. LOL. ._.

Shall talk about today instead(:
Right, as many many of you guys know, Baby,Jiale&Samuel went for SEG's SHOOT-O-GAME.
Am really proud of them! Although they lost but I still think that they were awesome. Not trying to find excuse for 'em but despite having Jiale with an injured arm and Sam who played his 1st competitive match today. I really felt that they were good. Not to mention, I'd still love baby!!! [:

Court A Group 3a. Guess who was their opponent team? 3 awesome NYP team player. A captain from Bishan Tong and 2 NYP bball team's forward. They were damn awesome! Really, I saw them played before. At least for a noobshit like me, I think that he's goddamn good can? But...! Baby is still the best to me!!! :D

Experience absorb man! xD Just plain unlucky that they got out at the first round. SAMUEL...WHY YOU SO UNLUCKY ONE! GO PICK TILL THEM xD

I hope Jiale's arm is still attached to him! Haha. People STEEL MAN leh! HAHA. :3 After seeing him play bball for like thrice, he finally took off his shirt to play. xD MUAHAHA. Baby took it off too... Heheheheehehe. 我听起来好变态哦！老实说，我真得很喜欢看男生脱衣！哈哈。尤其是那些肌肉一块一块的。超爱！哈哈。好的东西就是要让人欣赏的嘛！你们说，对吗？

认真的男生好性感。宝贝最性感！佳乐也不错哦。省的那个，我还是不说了啦。说多错多！哈哈。三八！总归一句话，失败乃成功之母。从失败吸取经验，过后再好好磨练，将来必定会成功。不要抱着船到桥头自然直的心态！你会后悔的！哈哈！本小姐好累哦！他妈的。有晒黑了！没关系，晒黑了看起来比较瘦！哈哈。我还是个自欺欺人的傻瓜。

BYE!♥

2009-07-23T23:17:00.001+08:00

♥

Stop pushing leh!!

I'm so adorable...Oh well!

Material Science

2009-07-22T21:48:00.003+08:00

^ Matchy-matchy clothes! [:

You can call Jiale "Flash"

YAY, The end. "Jiale, quit smiling at me.^^"

Group photo!

"When is it gonna end T~T"

Only my head was inside

T~T Again...Only head

I♥this photo!!! So...NICE.

I just thought this looks funny :D

Not professional looking leh

Err...I'm damn nervous T~T

RAHHH

Hello everyone....

So, the dream was true.

2009-07-22T18:32:00.004+08:00

梦见你对我说。

“我以前牵你的手是个错误”

梦好真。好像真的一样。可能，选择我就是你人生中最大的错。而我，现在就帮你改正这个错。
是我自己期望太高了。

我太高估我自己了。

AWESOME COMPANION. SUCKY FOOD

2009-07-21T22:13:00.002+08:00

Finally waited till school end. HEHEH.

Baby brought me to bugis for steamboat. We went into a shop that looked cleaned and it's air-conditioned. We ordered TomYum and Pork Ribs Chicken soup 'cos it was so called a 鸳鸯。

本小姐什么都还好，就是嘴巴挑。哈哈。今天去了“鲜得来” 火锅店。他妈的！这间店早就该关门了！可能没那么严重，可是依我看，客人最多都光顾一次就不会再去了。面积不大，食物种类少，收费又不friendly. 都说是自助餐了嘛对不对？那为什么饮料和汤底都要另外收费呢？这样算起来，一个人起码也要付个$25。不值得。

不是本小姐对中国人有偏见，要怪就怪那些丢中国人脸的社会败类。他们开的店，10间有9间半是不能去的！算了。还好有宝贝陪我吃。不然本小姐一定吃得脸臭臭！他妈的。

明天的presentation,我真的没有很期待。只觉得它是个很普通的一个东西。我这种就是这样。典型的不见棺材不掉泪！我一定又会在Presentation的前五分钟慌掉！如果表现得不好，就准备被佳乐讨厌一辈子！啊哈哈！

好困哦！宝贝，我在等你的电话，快打来吧！

ACED!

2009-07-20T22:03:00.003+08:00

I don't think he'd know unless he sees this!

Damn bored during chem tutorial!

C.Programming sucked as usual! On a lighter note, I did my C.P common test[: I got an "A" for physics! 1st time can?! "C" for CP, Chemistry & Material Science. And as usual, "D" for math, my weakest subject! T~T But D is a pass okay! That means so far, I didn't fail a thing! [: Can't say so for Mechanics. Confirm cui one~ T~T SOBS.

Okay, enough of studies. It makes me sick. Damn it. HA HA.

AND AND AND!!! BABY'S BRINGING ME OUT FOR STEAMBOAT TOMORROW!!! YAY YAY YAY! I'M SUCHA FORTUNATE GIRL!!! YAY...

Should I go to 天天来？ If not where else ah? I'm damn scared of cockroach. DAMN IT. HATE IT. FUCK MAN.

YAY YAY YAY. BABY BABY STEAMBOAT STEAMBOAT.

IM GOING CRAZY!!!

BYEBYE!

Give me give me!

2009-07-19T10:58:00.003+08:00

UPDATES//
I'm back! :D That girl was very soft spoken and her mother tongue needs to be improve. FEAR NOT. TEACHER CHONG IS HERE!!! :D Not la, I'm not that bhb can! Grandmum made bake rice for me. YUMYUM! Its simple and good. Wanna learn how?

Cool down your egg fried rice(Any choice of fried rice)
put 1/2 of the rice into an aluminium square bowl
Put a layer of Mozzarella Cheese on the rice
Lay remaining rice on cheese
spread spoonful of tuna/whatever on top(Eg. Spicy mayo Tuna)
Another layer of cheese!
Place it in the oven
Take it out when cheese melts and turn a little brown
ENJOY! YUMYUM.

Yupp. Simple right? You can put as much cheese as you want! For me, I'd put TONS AND TONS of it!!! MUAHAHA.
I'm going to tutor kid later at my grandparents place. Duh, don't ask. Its obviously Mother Tongue! HAHA. Its gonna earn me like...40$ for 1 & 1/2 hour. But aiya, I won't get to keep what I earn.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
But there's so many things I wanna get. I'm damn sloppy now can?! This is what I'm gonna do when I get home later.

Remove ALL my blackheads.($0)
Wax away all my unwanted hair! >0<($12+)
Get Garnier Brightening Eye Roll($19.90)
Buy Nivea Cream($4+)

I'm soooo untidy! T~T
JUNHONG LA! Keep harping on my blackheads T~T
And I'm having dark circles and eye bags.
SHIT MAN, I'm fucking vain now!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
NO! This is NOT vain. Its call personal hygiene and grooming.

Okay. I gotta go bathe and prepare to go out already~ BYEBYEBYE.

Sometimes, I really hope that I'm Single

2009-07-18T15:51:00.004+08:00

I'm really damn pissed now. I'm FUCKING pissed now. (3pm ++)

Deleted the post. Because, its no point ranting it here. Even if he sees it, he'd do nothing about it. So? BAH. Forget it. It'd never ever occur to him that one day, I might just die or whatever after things happened and he'd regret that the thing he did before I die was to anger me. In conclusion, I might die suddenly. So if you still insist on doing such crap on me. Go ahead, just don't regret it. Don't FUCKING cry or scold yourself if I'm dead. And don't cry to others saying that "I didn't even manage to say I love her before she dies." NO POINT LOR.

In short, THINK TWICE before doing what you did today.
Because you'd never know when I'm going to leave you.

I'm very disappointed with you today. Really am.
I told you alot of times, Don't take things for granted.

Hi, I'm Meow~

2009-07-17T21:54:00.003+08:00

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SUCK MAX!

I had to reach school @ 8am for a dumb fucked chemistry lab work T~T I was on time, yes, I was!
And I don't know if its god bless or what. I've been handling acids, concentrated ones. HOLY MOLY! Thank the gloves man! If not, I'd be hurt. Even through the rather thick glove, I could feel that the acid was HOT. Imagine if I didn't wear gloves at all... 18M of sulphuric acid. My god.

Ah, lesson suck as usual! HAHA. During lunch break, we went to the Engineering Blk's bball court and bball for an hour. Then comes CP. WAKAO, I tell you ah.SUCK MAN! I've to do a mini project by myself. But aiya, serve myself right, I'm too choosy. HAHA.

Celebrated XINHUI's 17th bday after class. Lookey at JIALE's face @ the middle photo. Damn lao lan. xD No la. HAHA. Joking only ^^

After everyone left, Jiale & I chatted. That's like one of the best time I had today. Chatting with him. ^^ TO YOU! JIALE! : If you're reading my blog, read this! I'd prolly not change any views or perspective till somethings really happens. I still believe in what I told you. I trust my own instinct! I'm sure you're not gonna disappoint me. I believe in youuuuu....!

Right. HAHA. He left when he's cousin came and bab was eating with Justin& Joe. HAHA

DAMN FUNNY CAN?!

" Hello I'm Paul. "
" HELLO! CALL ME JOE!"

LOL. ChenHong damn funny^^ Why bab got such funny friends one ah?!
WeiYee! You're an ass! Don't anyhow pull my hand in public la you! Later all your female fans/admirers pour acid on me in some dark alley. HAHA. LOL. Just joking la. Stop playing with balls!!!

Sigh, I didn't manage to get any tickets for Kobe's training clinic. SHIT MAN. Anyone want give me yours? _l_ The indoor stadium is so big but they only gave out like 1000tickets. T~T

I just felt damn empty... Somehow, the conversation with Jiale just now is still repeating in me. T~T

BYE.

Bf is world chef.

2009-07-16T23:38:00.002+08:00

Physics lab was crap this morning! HAHA. We didn't have mechanics...AGAIN. Both our lecturer and tutor are SICK. T~T Hope that its not something serious...! HAHA.

Right~ So we had like 3hours of break time. :D Was chatting with Jiale,Weiyang&Mingyang @ Mac. And Jiale was like saying all his stories to us. Gay craps and Christian The Lion. I've watched the video clip. Yes, it was touching [:

Then bab bab made spaghetti for me...! YIPPEEE. Home-made spaghetti leh! You all have not?! HAVE NOT?! HAHA. Even the sauce is home-made [: Borrowed the microwave @ Cheers! Damn paiseh can?! Lucky got Junhong help me ask the sales girls... T~T HAHA. THANKS AH...MR.GOOD! ♥

OH! It's 12MN already. HAPPY BDAY LAOGONG(XINHUI)! I LOVE YOU!!! EVERYONE LOVES YOU! MUAH. LOVE MAX...

HEHEHHEHEHE.

BYEBYE...
I'm off to chat with babyeee...Now(:
LOVES.

ONLY MS.

2009-07-15T20:50:00.003+08:00

Just when my ass touched down on the train seat, YanHua gave me a call. *drrr drrr drrrr* (Phone vibrates).

"Hello? Shari ah, hmm, where you ah?"
"On the way to school, reaching Braddell. Why?"
"OH! The teacher never come to class today, so today 1pm then start school."
"HUH?! *WTF*, Okay thanks for telling. Will call when I reach(:"

DANG~ And turns out that we only have Material Science lesson today~

So, I proceeded to call JiaLe, ('cos I'm very very kind {: )

I'm sucha good friend(: And he just board the bus to school too. HAHA.

Met LimJunHong outside the train station, 他妈的。又在拜神。Walao, the class was damn dead when I went in. And me, being sucha irritating/noisy person. I decided to make ALOT of noise with Junhong. HAHA.

After awhile, I found that everyone's doing their own thing. So, when Syaf sweetie moves out from her seat after playing Daidee, Jiale filled her place and I took over Jiale's place. And...WE PLAYED CHEAT xD I didn't lose! 'Cos Jiale took 3/4 of my deck when I'm stuck. HAHA. He's damn good at it can? In 1 game, he won thrice. :D

Basketball with Jiale, LimJH, Joshua, MingYang, Weiyang and baby. HAHA. WEAK MAN!
Don't want to say more leh. LALALA.

BYEBYE~ ♥
LOVES,
SHARI

Grabbed from 8DAYS

2009-07-14T23:07:00.005+08:00

10 Signs That Maybe Your Wedding Isn't going so well

1. As you're finalizing the seating arrangements, your fiance asks whether all his ex-gf can sit together.

2. When she's asked whether she'll take you as her lawfully wedded husband, your wife-to-be says, "Hold on while I finish this SMS"

3. Your groom turns up the ROM with his golf bag and says, "This wont take very long, Right?"

4. Your groom is overcome by his emotions and weeps openly during the ceremony, For Michael Jackson.

5. When the solemniser asks if anyone has any objections to the marriage,a lightning bolt comes down from the sky and zaps your fiance.

6. Your bride's wedding veil somehow got stuck in your best man's zipper.

7. Your Husband-To-Be has escaped through the windows

8. As your bride comes down the aisle, her water breaks.

9. As he shakes your hand after the wedding dinner, your family doctor tells you, "I'll call you tomorrow about your blood test. In the meantime, make sure you sure condoms."

10. When you check into your hotel for honeymoon, the receptionist greets your bride like old friends and asks her, "Eh? You booked whole night and not just an hour like usual?"

I Can't Figure It Out

2009-07-14T20:56:00.003+08:00

Guess that I've figured it out. Oh well!

你的背影。

2009-07-14T15:25:00.002+08:00

好宽的背，好有安全感。好想念哥哥~

刚看到了一个好熟悉的背影，跟哥哥的一样。很宽，很结实，给我很大的安全感。突然好想念哥哥，你快回来了吗？几个月前，我刚上学。碰见一个跟你很相似的一个人。他和你一样。有很大的胃口，很爱吃，吃了又怕会发胖。你也很爱健身，不是吗？外表酷酷的，话也不多说。很爱叫我闭嘴。哥哥，我好想你。想你叫我不要那么粗鲁，想你每次骂我傻瓜。他跟你真的好像。好几次都忍不住把心事都跟他说。他给我的感觉，跟你给的好相似。是你派他来让我想念你的吗？

说像，又不是很像。毕竟，我不是他的什么人啊。可是我就是会不知不觉地想对你一样的对他。但是，他终究不是你。他也是个好人哦！他人好好。有时，在他身边时，我会不自觉地把他当成你。不小心的烦到他。对不起哦。

他不是个的代替品。他是他。你是你。他的好跟你的好不同。虽然你们很像，但我知道，你们根本是两个人。

哥哥，好想念你。

如果我也能认那个人做哥哥，我就会是世界上最幸福的女生！

宝贝！
你别担心哦！
我还是很爱很爱你！
你才是我的唯一！

MUAH!
♥

Shit Life

2009-07-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

Feeling damn shitty for no reasons. HAHA. I'm so weird. I'm so quiet at home but so fucking noisy in school. Yay, I've just irritate many people in class today cos I was goddamn noisy and distracting(: Yay me for being sucha Loser :D

BYE!

Why Must You Make My Life So Fucked Up?

2009-07-12T21:52:00.002+08:00

I already gave my room, I'm already sleeping in the hall. What more you people want from me? Want me to move out? Want me to fuck off from you guy's life? What do you want more.

Ah, boring Sunday

2009-07-12T11:39:00.003+08:00

Mum woke me up at 7.30am for breakfast. So, we went to Fortunate Restaurent (幸福楼)。 Its not cheap to eat the dim sum there. Crystal Jade is a better choice! Or maybe...Victor's kitchen too. xD

Now, I'm at home watching this Hong Kong Drama Series about some Forensic stuff. Its like HongKong CSI. HAHA. I always love watching it (:

And, YOU! Better don't 得寸进尺 hor.

//Update//
Ah, I feel so fucked up now. Shit man! LOVE ME LOVE ME LOVE ME PLEASE

Sigh,
BYEBYE
xoxo
Shari♥

*Feels good to chat with primary school friends*

Tornado

2009-07-11T12:24:00.003+08:00

// I deleted the angry post //

'Cos I think it'd be hurtful to bab, even if I'm angry, I shouldn't fuck my blog like how I did. For those who read, you're so lucky man. HAHA.

Oh well, after much pestering and fucking up/irritate/whatsoever bab bab, he decided that he'd not go for the match. Hah. Instead he cycled me to market and ate ice there. Then to the bball court behind Catholic High. He then accompanied me to Ikea to grab my grandmother's stuff. Of cos, being a responsible gf, I dragged him the restaurent and brought him his very first dinner at Ikea.

We had...
- Swedish MeatBalls
- Chicken Wings
- Pasta

Bab likes the pasta there. I think he's in love with Ikea's food too...! Yipeee... Then I wont feel awkward when I crave for Ikea's swedish food(:

BYE.
I'm soooo tired after all the crying and a big hoo ha.
NIGHTS.
SHARI

YAY CHIPPY

2009-07-10T20:40:00.002+08:00

AH HA. Went to bab's place and did some last min revision for physic. AH FUCK, the paper was goddamn easy can? But I only know how to do the 1st question. Kao~ HAHA.

Before bab's paper started today, we went to Far East and get my crave : Chippy! :D And bab got porkchop rice from Happy House. Walao, Singaporeans ah...Sigh. Even at Happy House, they want to do it the coffee shop way. Tissue pack. >:/ Damn not considerate can?! FUCK MAN. WORK IN OFFICE SOMEMORE. KNN.

Okay okay. HAHA. AH SUCK MAN. Hope that I can go out tomorrow(:

ROLAND is damn crappy can?!

My old primary school classmate added me : YIHUI. He did change alot can?! HAHA.

Okay, bab's playing bball AGAIN neh~ >:/

BYEBYE.

Image Heavy...~!

2009-07-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

Look at him! :3

That's MY boy(:

Yay ugly me!

RANDOM SHIT!

Thanks ah bab. xD

I'd do the same to you!

Main focus? My knees!

Why so gay ah? T~T

Bab bab looking like some retarded punk.

MINE(:

Bab bab likey this photo! ME TOO ^^

He was trying to look emo, but failed!

中风. "Touchwood"

xoxo

Seems like he like eating more!

Eat also want take photo. ^~^

I neh "ZaoGeng" hor! Its just a tube.

Glazzy + Hazzel nut!

>0<

With bab&Family!

Thats quite alot of images right? Bab's photo occupies like more than 50% of the whole lot. HAHA. Went to bab's place this morning again (: Went to PSA then to a coffee shop near Sim Lim towers. Bab's dad brought us there to eat this Indo food, opened by his friend. Hmm...Okay okay only la. But the chili was damn POWER !!! Haha. I liked it alot! I ate practically everything with the chili. Hehe.

Went to the GuanYin temple to pray with bab. Hope that 'lil Ethan will be out as a healthy baby boy and mum would be fine! Its damn hard for a 37year old not-so-healthy woman to give birth hor!

We then strolled to Bugis street...And I got a new pair of shorts! Yippeee.! [: Decided that Bugis street was too humid, we went to Bugis Junction. And slacked at J.CO. That probably explains the photos! HAHA. Went back to Bugis St AGAIN...And I grabbed a dress, for $5 ._. Cheap right? Then bab's dad came to fetch us since he was around there. Bab's mum dote on my alot alot alot you know? :3 HEHE.

Went back home, slacked around, ate dinner. HEHE. Bab's home was damn crowded neh~
Rico brought his gf home, 二哥brought his too. HAHA. And everyone's home for dinner. And we mass watched Alvin&The ChipMunks together! ^~^ Happy neh~!

When the movie ended, bab sent me back here! [: Yes bab, I'd study. Will draw up my study plan for you soon...And yes Weishen, Im gonna study. So please dont threaten to shave my hair botak!!! HAHAA..

I'm so happy! I hope I'd be eating either Carl's Jr or Chippy tomorrow!

LAST PAPER! CHIONG AH EVERYONE! I MISS YOU GUYS! LOVE MAX!

It has been 2weeks since I stay close to my lovely classmates! ♥

BYEBYE(:
LOVES,
SHARICHONG(:
♥EASON.

How Fucked Up Can Things Get?

2009-07-08T18:16:00.001+08:00

Yes, I don't think life can get worse than now. Seriously. Do you guys have those time where you just felt like a fucking goddamned extra human living in this bloody world? I don't know what's now la hor. Even my own bf thinks that I'm trying to create trouble for him and cause him to get fucked by everyone else. My bad.

Sometimes I just felt that, I'm just. Not Meant To Be.

Ah, Fuck.

2009-07-08T17:09:00.003+08:00

Those were the photos I found in bab bab's notebook. Dang. For the photos with Jiale inside? Haha, we were at the library and we so happened to snap his photo.

I don't know why I still feel very tired. Mentally...Its like... a mental block. I don't know how to describe it T~T Sobsob. I seriously dont know what's wrong. Just felt kinda disappointed. :/ I tried doing what I promised. But I didn't feel the same from you. Is it that I owe you so much? Since from you were still back in Taiwan...You told me you wanted to bring me here or there, get this and get that. Eat this eat that. Is okay when we're short of cash and stuff that's why we cant go. But its not okay just because for eg. you want to finish watching your drama. I accompanied you for your ball games isn't it? I didn't say that "Oh, I want to stay home and watch that drama". I tried hinting and stuff...No avail. Oh well. That makes me sound like a goddamn fucked up person. Shall stop here. Mechanics? Me no likey it. Thats all. HAHA.

No, I've not been rotting at home...Not my own house. But yes, I'm rotting at babbab's home.

Sigh. Why is my life so not exciting? ):

I wanna grab chippy! I want Carl's Jr. I'm craving for SuperDog. I ♥ fastfood. I ♥ fats. Yay me, T~T sobsob. What happened to my ultra happening life? SHIT MAN.

BYE.

好累哦。

2009-07-07T22:53:00.003+08:00

好累好累。不管是mentally或physically，我都好累。

好讨厌。讨厌测验，讨厌我为什么不聪明，讨厌为什么我就是不像读书。那些不读书的，至少都有一项才能。不是运动健将，就是音乐才子。他妈的，本小姐，什么都不是。什么知足，什么我就是我。

累了一整天，回家还要看你们的脸色。真搞不懂，你们为什么要重男轻女。女生就不是人吗？女生跟男生之间，也没有差很多啊！顶多就。。。男生有那话儿，女生有奶嘛。靠~ 酱喜番男生。你们自己十几年前还不是女生吗？永远都不会懂啦！

最近，都陪着宝贝。吃饭，看电视，念书，上学，打球，睡午觉。好喜番跟他在一起的感觉~ 讨厌自己为什么感情那么丰富。在一起，又害怕会失去，不在一起，又要kaobei 不在一起。烦。

我。很谢谢那些三不五时会来我部落格的人。更要谢谢那些会留言的，特别是一些很鼓励我的留言。不管怎样，看到你们的流言和关心，我觉得很欣慰。谢谢。

我好累。

拜啦！

P.S : For Syaf : Sorry that my post was in mandarin. But basically, I was just blabbering nonsense. (: Thanks for tagging me all the time. I love you!

Love Eason baby too!!!

P.S.S : WeiShen said that I looked nice in my blouse today. Hehe. 暗爽.

Do The Cadbury Eyebrow.

2009-07-06T20:22:00.004+08:00

Muahaha.

THANKS TO JUNHONG FOR PROMOTING MY BLOG!!! YAY. NOW, THERE'S MANY PEOPLE TAGGING ME~! ME LOVE ME LOVE!!! THANKEW ELIBODY. PLEASE CONTINUE TO SUPPORT!!!

I know I haven't been posting photos. Ah, I suck. HAHA. Wait, I think I have a photo of JiaLe's bday present. So hoping that he'd like it. I forbid him to open infront of me. HAHA. I WAS SHY WHAT~

Don't want to talk about math. HAH.

Went to bab's place and left when it was time. Ah...Suck man. I didn't know that I have to certify my calculator before the test. So...bab and I went to the Service centre to get it done. Poof...Saw Mr.Zhiyan哥哥. Went up to ask him to help me and bab to get it done...Who knew that a bunch of not so auto people just slammed their cals' on. Walao...I felt so bad towards ZhiYan哥哥 and maybe...Vishnu. HAHA. DANG. Right, felt bad till now lor!

Went back to bab's place for teevee and dinner. Machi went crazy these few days neh~ So poor thing... 哥哥will whack her if she keeps barking and she'd whine in the corner. HAHA.

BABY!!! Don't worry hor. Me no like ex-bfs. Me love current bf! THAT's YOU! So...DONT fuck care about the past. Although I really dislike how you were last time...I still love you la hor. HAHA. WE BOTH CHANGED...(:

LOVE YOU BABY.MUAH...

This was what I bought for JiaLe. A ear stud. Hope he'd love it!

Eason. Teehee.
ME ♥ EASON.

PIZZA HUT? _l_

2009-07-05T22:44:00.001+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT? FUCK PIZZA HUT. SUCK MY BROTHER'S BALL. GODDAMN IT, I WAITED FOR LIKE 2HOURS FOR 2 FUCKED UP COLD REG. PIZZA AND 6PCS OF DISGUSTING DRUMLETS. AM NEVER GONNA ORDER IT AGAIN. FUCK YOU!

IM DAMN STUPID TO ORDER PIZZA HUT DELIVERY. FUCK YOU. NABEY!

You Decide, to R/F My Life

2009-07-05T16:34:00.002+08:00

I'm really really damn bored now. And am feeling damn lousy. I don't know why :/ I woke up with a stiff neck and my shoulders couldn't move. AHH. Fuck. I need a healthy sleeping position and a better pillow. >< No doubt, I'm those kind who can sleep basically everywhere but I'd end up feeling damn lousy and in pain. I don't even know what I'm typing. Ahhh. Crap.

Can someone entertain me in my tagboard. I've only been seeing Mr.Fu and Syaf & sometimes Junhong tagging me. Is my blog that boring? )': Maybe...if I blog about something more sexual...Teeheehee... Maybe more people would tag me~ I want my tagboard to be like junhong's!!! MUAHAH.

If I put more photos of myself, will lesser people read my blog? Bingo...Might be. HAHA.

Ideas? (:

Loves,
SHARI♥

Go Bab Go!

2009-07-04T16:19:00.003+08:00

Yes, Go bab... Go kick some TiongBahru guys' ass. Leaving me at home rotting for basketball? Then you better produce some lookable results! Don't make me rot for nothing hor! >< Teehee. If I could go, I would but my mum says...NO! )':

Right, RAH(Rotting At Home). Lol.

I'm gonna get fatter and fatter. HAHA

Update~

Bab's team owned the matches today...I think he's playing for Amk csc? Don't know neh~ But he's team was owning... 47-26, 73-40. MUAHA. At least he produced something.

P.s : Might be accompanying bab bab to AMK CC on tues(:

CLASSMATES RML

2009-07-03T20:40:00.001+08:00

Wait wait wait! Before I say anything, can you guys wish Happy birthday to JiaLe silently in your hearts? The more birthday wish a birthday boy gets, the easier his birthday wish would come true(: So, let's wish JiaLe a VERY HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! Thanks!♥

P.S : I texted at him @ 12.00 - 12.01 am but he didn't reply me lor! Sigh. HAH

And...I'm in school now, listening to babbab doing his Role Play Project ._. Lol. School's so quiet! Haha. 'Ve been at bab's place for the whole week. (: BEAT IT!

Right, like in my title, my classmates(some) Rock my life. (: RML.

Let's start off with the SWEETIES!

♥ Syafiqah - She's the first in class who have been to my home! And she cares alot about me! Hearts her! You guys should check her out, she's quite a chick herself.

♥XinHui - My hubby in class!!! Haha, she's damn cute know? Even guys from the other course wants to know her. Powerful much?

♥YanHua - She cares about me like how an elder sister cares for a baby sister. Not to mention that she really takes care of me in class! Heart her much much!

♥ShiYa - We don't talk to each other very often but sometimes when I'm feeling down, she's offer my a candy and give me a mega watt smile! Sweet? Yes!

See? The girls in my class are damn sweet, they love each other like how they love their family. So seldom that I get along with girls well. Haha.

Right, guys...guys...guys...

♥LimJiaLe - He owns me in ALL msn games(includ.the Reversi yesterday), he listen to me crap away when I'm down, he gives me advices, he's my audience, kinda like a big brother. *Say happy bday please* He likes to say this to me "Can you please Shut Up?" HAHA. Aiya, he did RML. *JiaLe is single, he's goodlooking. Girls, $10for his E-mail* Caution, Might Ignore you!

♥LimJunHong -He craps with me ALL THE TIME! He lectures me in his Tagboard, he WILL do ANYTHING to bring down my huge ego. But AT LEAST he's there to kaobeikaobu when I'm feeling down...AH HAHAHA. Girls, go get him, make him get over his shadows. HAHA. POUNCE ON HIM GIRLS!

♥Fu ZhiYan - You people should go to his blog! HERE He encourages me, he dedicates his post to me, my name appeared in his blog at least TWICE. He made me feel good about myself, he boost my morals! If you guys want to help me thank his Mr.Goody goody, Give him an iPhone or be his Girlfriend, I'm sure he'd dote on his gf! SUMPA!!! He's up for grab!

Basically, these are the few who I think really dote and loves me! Or rather, who I really LOVE,LIKE,CARE, WHATEVER. They turned FML to RML. LOVE 'EM.

Anyone who wants me to blog about them, feel free to tag me. I like to read blog post that are dedicated to me, thus, I blog about them first. [: LOVE YOU GUYS!

BYE~
*flyingKiss*

x0x0,
Shari/clara/whatever.

Losers Dont Get Love

2009-07-01T20:39:00.002+08:00

I don't want to be Shari Chong anymore. She's the biggest Loser ever.

Zhiyan said that one has to learn to love themselves before they deserved to get loved by the others. I realised this, I've been loving baby alot, sometimes, more than I love myself. But when I love somebody, I hope that I could be his special one. I have no intention to hurt anyone, anytime. Even if I have to end up hurting myself, so what.

I need to block away all my emotions.

I don't want to Shari anymore. I don't want to. 'Cos she sucks.

I hate her.

Sorry/Thanks, Neh Mind/Welcome.

2009-06-30T21:46:00.004+08:00

Sorry for being your bitch, thanks for the day, neh mind for not caring, welcome for forgiving.

Chimology much? Nope. He understands it.

After the "downs" came the "Ups". Very high "up"

I didn't know what I did or what I think would affect bab so much, I forgotten that bab has been tolerating and trying too. I forgotten that I'm not the only one who's contributing to this r/s. I forgotten that bab has his soft spot too. I forgotten that I told myself that I'd be a better gf.

I really hope I can overcome this emotion obstacle. Because I know, in that split second I reveal that "aura", I'd hurt you. I'm sorry. I've been using the past as my excuses for too long, I needa get out of that shadow. I need to move on. I need to, I have to. Baby, I won't be so selfish anymore. I'd get used to it, I'd learn the way you do stuff. I hope I can.

I'm suck as a girlfriend.

I'd learn to compromise you more sweetass.

On a happier note, baby,Rico,Pearlyn and I went for Dim sum for dinner and Soybeancurd. Baby must be jealous that Rico's gf lets him chat with any girl he likes, go out like nobody's business. But baby...too bad. You're mine, you'd always be. I'm damn selfish. I can't share you with anyone, I can't get enough of you, how can I share? Over my dead ass.

Love max.
♥

P.s : For those who doesn't love themselves, go read ZHIYAN's blog. I linked him. Its kinda meaningful.

Body Swtich

2009-06-29T22:18:00.002+08:00

Kop this ^ from Zhiyan's blog. Look what he did to us.
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P.S : Jiale said that the "Body Switch" photo made him lost his appetite, which I think sounded rather impossible 'cos he needs like 3sets of food to satisfy his tummy. LOL

FML, again.

2009-06-28T12:13:00.002+08:00

Just when I thought things would get better eventually after baby's back. The truth is, No! And it got worst instead.

To know the fact that your boyfriend is back in Singapore and he's just a phone call or a text away but he has totally nothing to talk to you about. The feel is super max sucky!

Sigh, it just made me felt as though I'm the lousiest gf you people would ever find. :/

真的事要是去后才会懂得去珍惜吗？

FML

2009-06-27T20:21:00.003+08:00

Yes, baby is back from Taiwan, me happy happy... But things didn't turn out the way it is supposed to be leh. Sigh, those good happy endings isn't my thing, AT ALL. :/

Was hoping a nice day spent with bab. Things just didn't go the way it is supposed to be since beginning. Oh well...My bad. Me lousy gf. Suck madly.

Ate lunch at bab's place, then...did nothing but looking at them Cs away and took a 'lil afternoon nap. Waited for 2weeks just to take a nap ._. Sigh...Just when we wanted to go to J8 for tea, his brother asked him to go help him do his stuff. FML! :/

So, I angrily decided to go back on my own. But the fucked up SBS88 took like 15-20min to come! WTF, they even drove past me. Bab called to ask if I wanted a ride home. Of course NOT! I was angry okay?! Just was damn pissed off. I 好不容易 waited for 2weeks leh! wtfwtfwtf...

As usual...Text neh reply...call neh answer..Oh, 'cos phone was in the bag then brother kept him busy. I'm sucha lousy gf hor? Ya lor ya lor!

Sigh, FML today la okay?

Thanks for the Chocolate and jellies you bought back from Taiwan. Slight disappointment leh. Totally not as what you told me. :/ Neh mind...neh mind...You come back can liao...No present neh mind neh mind.

BYEBYE.
I'm going to KBKB to myself now.
再见。

P.s : I rather miss you than get all upset about everything.

TODAY IS THE DAY!!!

2009-06-26T14:44:00.003+08:00

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Yay max! Bab bab is coming back tonight! And I'd be able to see him tomorrow! Goddamn happy now! 2weeks, 14days= 336hours= 20160min= 1290600sec!

And. Michael.J passed away already :/ Mr.King Of Pop. Heart attack while practicing for his World tour. Felt kinda 可惜. I remembered...when I was still in primary school, Mr.Lim, my volleyball coach will play MJ's songs during trainings. Sigh...memories shall be it.

I miss bab bab.

Hope to see him real soon!

BYE!!!
MUAH♥
LOVE MAX

13

2009-06-25T22:26:00.002+08:00

YES AH!!!

Bab bab will be back tomorrow night!!! HIP HIP HOOORAY!!! I miss him sooo goddamn much can?! Almost everything I do, I'd think of him... )': Miss him so much :/

I'm dead tired today! ><><

After resting for like an hour or so... Xavier Chong came back and dragged to out to get his webcam, mine too. Shit man, I want to change my notebook ): Damn tired know today? YAWN!

TIRED MAX!

Bab bab is still not online yet >< Whats wrong? He usually gets online at this time...WHERE ARE YOU BAB?! Miss you! I've got a plan for both of us! Teeheeheee. (: YAY MAX.

I'M SO HAPPY TO KNOW THAT BAB IS COMING BACK SOON!!!

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYE~
MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!
MUAH!♥

12

2009-06-24T19:46:00.002+08:00

本小姐的voice became sooo goddamn sexy now~ Woohoohoohoohoo...

First time singing with my poly classmate neh~ But no shiok enough leh! Like not high! HAHA. Only myself go crazy >0< HAHA.

Wakao~ I forget to bring my ez-link card today neh! Luckily the receptionist is kind enough to let me in. Teheeheee. The more I sing, the more I think of bab bab. I'm so used to singing in bab bab's arms )':

Baby, I miss you neh~

School holiday is gonna extend for another week! (: That means I CAN SPEND MORE TIME WITH BAB BAB NEH~~~

HOORAY!!!

Bab's touching down on Friday night! I feel so bad that I wont be able go 接机. I've to tahan till Saturday then can see him neh~

I'm mad tired.

BYE!!!
LOVE MAX
MUAH♥

11

2009-06-23T16:01:00.003+08:00

Post deleted 'cos I find it so effing childish. Forget it, if he insist that I did him wrong. So be it. No use arguing over things that won't help at all. Oh well. I can only say...I'm penniless now, 'cos I've spent all my cash on that 2miserable Hello! card(: And whats more, me no have allowance during holidays! (: How great.

BYE!

//

不能睡的痛楚，不知名的愤怒。
不能上诉，只能安静的痛哭。

First Time Out With A Girl!第十天

2009-06-22T18:01:00.003+08:00

Yes! And SYAFIQAH's the lucky one!!! HAHAHA. So far this year, I've never been out with any girls...HAHA. See Syaf, I love you right? (:

We went to Fork & Spoon. ._. Ehh... She said that she's gonna meet me for lunch but she went there and drink Chrysanthemum tea! >w< We went to J8 'cos she wanted to go shopping! Ended up chatting and stuff. She came to my home and watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua. Felt kinda great to have a girlfriend by my side(:

Baby, thank goodness that there is finally internet connection over your side. I miss ya! ):
Hope that you'd be back by Saturday & I'd be able to go out. I miss you!!! I had your favourite drink today. The more I drink it, the more I missed you! :/

LOVE MAX!!!
Bab bab, Take care of yaself!
♥you!

第九天

2009-06-21T23:05:00.003+08:00

There you guys go. Photos from Jonathan. Pathetic 3 only ):

Saw those two siao ding dong wearing some "formal" clothings? It was sooooooooo funeral! HAHAHAHA. That was maths tutorial extra lesson(: Lookey at the teacher! So peace-looking!

Im going out with Syaf tomorrow! I bet we're gonna snap and snap away! (:

* EEK! I look so fat amongst all the girls! Can you all put on some weight please? >< Bab bab was online just now. I missed him sooo much. He promised to marry me! HOORAY!!!

Love bab max!
(:
Nights world.
Me loves you!
MUAH!♥

Common test!

2009-06-20T21:54:00.002+08:00

I'm putting my common test time-table here, incase I forget >0<

Course No. Subject Date Time Venue

EG1302 Maths 29/6 1400-1530 LTQ9
EG1321 Chemistry 30/6 1630-1800 LTQ11
EG1323 Physics 3/7 1630-1800 LTR1
Eg1324 Mechanics 1/7 1400-1600 LTQ9

8th DAY!

2009-06-20T19:40:00.003+08:00

BABY! You've been outta Singapore for 7days! T~T

I miss you so f*cking much... ): You being there for a week means you'd be back real soon! Thats how I confort myself. The longer you're there, the faster you'd be back(:

Bab bab, I'm a good girl here in Singapore ya know? For the whole week, I've been to nowhere to have fun. I went to school on Monday and Thursday to do my school work. And have been going out only with my family(: I neh anyhow go out and party or do anything that will 对不起 you oh! Rest assure, I'm yours!

Right. I'm up at 7.51am today(: Read a really sweet text from bab bab that he sent me at 7.44am. Love him soooooo much! LOVER BOY, I MISS YOU!!! ):

Okay okay...Accompanied mum to Dr.Teo. Yay, little baby boy is growing very well(: Im so excited about the coming baby brother(: What will mum name him? Can she name him Zac? HAHA! Zac Chong sounds weird. I'd NOT let my mum name him "Paul"! Cos Paul will bully his siblings! >< MUAHAHA.

After that, we took a bus ride to CityHall. SHOPPING!!! For baby's stuff. We bought soooo many things! Robinsons rock socks! EEEEEK! The 'lil mittens are so adorable! Teeheehee. I'm gonna get the "I♥mummy, I♥daddy" mittens & bootees for my baby brother(: I wonder if they have a "I♥Sister,I♥brother" one. THAT WILL BE SOOOOO CUTE!

Went to Soup Spoon for lunch. Nice(:

I still like school better. Holidays are CRAP!

Okay.
Gotta ring baby up very very soon(:
BYE♥

I love you baby.

第七天

2009-06-19T17:21:00.003+08:00

Digged this up while cleaning, SPOT ME~

Just remembered that I was sitting on Ms.Sharifah's lap

CamWhore after cleaning. >W<

MUAH!

I miss baby...alot. :/ My vocabulary is very limited, I cant describe how much I miss you. ><><><>"< I bought nothing but a bowl of Laksa... SAD ME. I have to live with a pair of canvas shoes and my "lao ya" slippers! ):

Back home...WALAO...Disaster man!

Now...My room is officially NOT MY ROOM anymore. I was just ordered to clear everything out of my room. Sigh. I sleep in the hall, my clothes are in my grandmum's wardrobe, my books are in my "mum's room". Where do I stand in my house? Yes, everywhere! I feel so inferior now. Im 17 but I dont even have a space called mine.

Photos yesterday are with Syaf and Jonathan. Will post after I received it from 'em.

Till now? Tata~
Im gonna go rest and watch the tube.
* Im thinking of getting an E63. should I?

BYE!
I love WYC!
Muah♥

2009-06-18T19:30:00.000+08:00

Just finish chatting with bab bab on the phone. Thanks to bab's suggestion, I bought this hello card that cost me $9 and let me hear bab bab's voice for 33min20sec (: Yay me for being able to hear bab bab's voice and soothe my heart a little. Sigh... [:

Right. I passed my math test again. Haha. Although its only 11/20 and Jiale got 19/20, others got at a 17/20. Its good for me. For a person who didn't studied Amaths and failed all the way in my sec school life. I'm happy cos I passed...BOTH OF MY MATH QUIZ(: I know still very lousy la! But... Im contented.

And yes, Mr. Lim Jia Le was late AGAIN! This time...a shocking 4hours! ._. I rang him up at 10.23am and he's still in bed. Then...I called him again at 11plus to see if he left house already...but...he was still sleeping!!! !@$%^& He only met me at 2pm. KI SIAO AH! He must be damn tired from all that training. If not he wont pig till so late *&^%$#@#$%^& GET RID OF THAT HABIT PLEASE!

Right, and sorry to Jiale. Cos he didnt learn anything from me. Shit man. I felt like a loser )':

BAB BAB!!! I miss you ): MUAH. Take care of yourself okay? I love you!

* Happy birthday to Jonathan(: #$%&^% ZhiYan bought a bottle of Jim Beam for him. WHERE'S MINE!

Bye loves!
♥

UPDATES

2009-06-17T23:47:00.002+08:00

Baby...I'm going to bed already(: I'd try my best to look for a prepaid card okay? I love you! And I miss you terribly! :/ How much I wish that I'd be able to sleep in your arms. Nightnight. Its DayFIVE already. ): I still have like 7 more days to go before seeing you. Sigh...

!!!

RICO JUST TOLD ME THAT THERE IS A PREPAID CARD I CAN USE TO CALL BAB BAB!!!
YAY! Phonix card... Before I forget, I must go get it!

Sleeping early tonight. There's math lesson tomorrow! And chemistry revision.

BOO TO ME COS I CANT GO TO TAIWAN!!! )':

Love max bab bab.

♥

2009-06-17T16:55:00.002+08:00

Zac Efron, Cute huh? Right, I've been damn obsessed with him after HSM. He's so cute!!!

窦智孔, Taiwanese! He's kinda hot ya know? Like Wooo~ Just watch him take off his shirt and ya'd know~

Alex Pettyfer! He's goddamn cute too. I like his bod too!!!

小天！HE'S LIKE THE ULTIMATE HOTTIE!!! HEARTS!

Nonetheless, MY WYC IS STILL ZEE BEST!!!
No matter how hot are the other guys, they still cant be compared to my bab bab. (:
I ♥ him the MOST!!!
YAY!!!

*That incident should be forgotten. I'd just take it as a misjudgement of people. :/
friends? 7years? AND AND AND...Nothing happened to me. No he didn't do anything like raped. ._.

第四天

2009-06-16T20:21:00.002+08:00

Baby, you got your prepaid card already...Thanks for making an effort to call me even when you're outta town(: I appreciate and love you lots! (: Hope ya having fun holidaying in your hometown okay? I love you! love you! Love you!!! MUAH! [:

:/ But I miss you terribly! I miss your hugs, I miss your kisses! I miss you 无时无刻 caring for me! Can I fly to Taiwan to look for you?!

>:/ And to Mr.D, stop harping about the subject will'ya? Fine, its MY fault. Happy?

Babbab, I love you!
MUAH.
♥

My Classmates DID Rock My life.

2009-06-15T12:10:00.006+08:00

第三天了。

2009-06-15T12:10:00.003+08:00

对啊！第三天没有你，通电话只会让我更想你，不通电话我又不爽。我还真是麻烦！他妈的。为什我不能出国啊！如果能出国就好了！宝贝啊，没有的保护，觉得超没有安全感的~ 好想你！！！

我觉得，现在的男生越来越不能相信。先生，本小姐是看你伤心，失恋，才安慰你的勒！要不是看在我们多年的交情，我才懒得理你！你竟然这样对我！本小姐是对你超失望的！他妈的。把人家的好意当垃圾。你算哪一咖啊? 妈妈屁。不要让我在碰见你！

大家，多亏了D先生，我不会再轻易去听你们男生诉苦了。拜托，诉苦是用嘴巴的，不需要毛手毛脚吧？本小姐有男朋友的捏！就算是没有男朋友，你也因该尊敬一下女性朋友吧？本小姐只给你一拳，已经是便宜你了。算我倒霉。他妈的你！7年的交情，到此为止。王八蛋！有钱了不起哦！本小姐，不希罕！对你彻彻底底的失望！我不是鸡，你要寻开心，就去Geylang。不要来烦本小姐，靠~ 浪费本小姐宝贵的时间！

宝贝！你快回来安慰我啊！

拜拜！

p.s : 现在是12.28。佳乐还没来！本来约好十一点的。佳乐，时间观念不好哦！

I miss you bab.
♥ I need you~

宝贝

2009-06-14T11:54:00.002+08:00

在台湾，玩得开心吗？第二天了。依然很想念你，没有你的日子，还真难过。好想听见你的声音，好想看看你。好想念躺在你怀里的感觉，好想念接吻后的余温。

宝贝，你虽然没有漫画里男主角的帅气，但是，在我的世界，你最帅。你没有流星花园里，道明寺那么有钱，我不care。因为你给我的，是别人永远给不了的。对啊。很多人有的你没有。我不介意。

因为。。。你有世界上任何人都没的。那就是，本小姐我的心。

第一次，你不在我身边两个礼拜。

我知道自己有点夸张。可是，我就是这样。

人家常说，一日不见，如隔三秋。我们两个礼拜没得见，那时等于。。。隔了，42秋捏。

好想念你。

看到的话，至少传个简讯。

爱你。

What Do I Hide From The Most...

2009-06-13T21:30:00.001+08:00

Emotions

You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall.

I can't deny this.

Baby...I'm still waiting for you to contact me...I miss you.

第一天

2009-06-13T14:22:00.002+08:00

宝贝现在因该还在飞机上吧。两个礼拜。从来没有对任何人出国有那么大的感触。看着他踏进闸门，眼眶就泛泪了。幸好有他哥哥在旁边，不然我一定会飙泪！宝贝啊，你一定要照顾自己。你昨晚又发作，你不乖！十二点多跟我说要睡了，你哥跟我说你凌成三点多才睡！一定是太累所以才会发作！本小姐看你今天出国，才没有骂你！你就知道！讨厌啦！我好想你。真的好想你。宝贝啊，宝贝。记得打电话给我哦！我爱你！爱你爱你！

机场真是漂亮捏! 可惜...每次我去，都是去送机，接机。好久没搭飞机了。我跟哥哥去T1接Rico。回家的路上，想了很多事。总之，谢谢哥哥送我回家。刚开始，只剩我们两个的时候，觉得有点尴尬。过后捏，开始聊几句。不管开多少玩笑，还是开心不起来。

真的好想念宝贝。

Love you bab.

Less Then 24 Hours...

2009-06-12T20:46:00.003+08:00

Look at him,forever making stupid face! ♥him.

Indeed :/ At this time today, bab would be in Taiwan already. And me? I'd still be in Singapore, looking at his photo, hoping that 12days would pass soon...

Baby, please take care of yourself when you're there okay? (: I'd miss you...alot. Hope you enjoy your 2weeks there. DON'T LOOK AT OTHER GIRLS OKAY?!?! You can only have ME in your eyes(: Love you! MAX!!! ♥ Bab bab...

Our term break doesn't seemed like one. !@#$%^&

17 & 60

2009-06-11T23:44:00.002+08:00

Grandmum and Me(:

Yes, I know I look damn fake! >.<>.<>.< Yes, she took care of me very well, thus, me, the irritating girl is so healthy, alive and kicking(: So...Yea, my grandmum(:

I Suck Max

2009-06-10T20:01:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was amazing. Serious, it was almost like a dream come true. I'd sound damn dumb soon, so if you cannot tahan my dumbness, DON'T READ ON!!! >.<

Bab's family brought my out for dinner at Clarke Quay. And I have this weird(great) feeling inside me. I cant describe it. You know? Walking along Clarke Quay, me in his arms, the lighting and everything? Sigh. I swear to everything on Earth that I didn't have this feeling AT ALL. Its like, I am the most fortunate girl on Earth! :3 Sigh. What's better is... We went into this rather posh japanese restaurant and ate our dinner(: WALAO EH! The sashimi there was A W E S O M E!

Today's Ms test SUCKS MAX!!! Bab brought me to Far East. Thanks bab. But sorry to make you angry. Blame it on my stupidity. >.<

Die Shari Die! >.<

SHIT MAX!!!
3more days!
Bab bab don't go!

Am on the verge of breaking down >.<

2009-06-08T13:32:00.004+08:00

:/ I don't know what to say. My eyes are damn puffy now, probably from the tears this a.m at 1. I've yet make any decisions. Maybe I should. Give a chance to free him or/and myself. He doesn't seem to bother anyways. If this is called love, then I'm the biggest loser , I mean it. I just feel that I suck being someone's girlfriend. I'm never good enough for anything. I sound damn depressed now. I am. But neh mind, I'd continue to be happy in class now!

Waiting for Physics to start one. Shit man, I feel like dying. >.< Should I or not?

Life's like crap! Everything seems to be much more important than me. See how small/insignificant I am? Im sure!

Why Can't Cherish The Last Few Days

2009-06-07T11:33:00.003+08:00

I don't know what's happening. I just don't feel right and everything everyone does seems to irritate me alot. I'm feeling damn lousy now, do you guys sometimes have these feelings that the whole world owes you a living? The feeling is like wtf. >.<>.<

BYE LOUSY WORLD

Updates(again)//

I don't understand. Why the fuck would my own mother talk to me like this. I've found out terrible things, things that I really don't wish to know. Set aside all the crap biasness and all, you fucking LOOK DOWN on your own bloody daughter. Yes, you're pregnant, you have mood swings and all other craps. But I'm still alive. I don't know where the fuck I've done anything wrong! When I do something for you, you don't even bother to say thanks, that's alright. When I make a slight mistake, you make it sound as if I've commit crimes like murder or what ever fuck.
Yes, I can't think, I'm fucking immature. Please DO NOT think that I'd follow your footstep, I fucking WILL NOT. This is not the time when YOU are in poly. Com'on it has been 20years!!! 20years of evolution. Don't tell me that when YOU are in poly, everyone wore jeans and t-shirts.THAT'S YOU MUM! You. Not me. Now, in my time. Not EVERYONE has to wear jeans and t-shirt. Fine, you said that I shouldn't dress too revealing when Im going to school, so I stick to t-shirts and shorts. Reasonable? Okay, occasionally, I wear mini skirts. But its alright isn't it? When I have hab sessions, I wear jeans. But you can't fucking restrict what I'm gonna wear when I'm going out! For instance, I wore a Cotton On tee and a MGL shorts to J8 with em yesterday. What's the first thing Mum said? Why must you wear till like this? Quoting from my dearest Mum, "You can wear your shorts and mini skirts when you're going out, preferbly not to school".
It just sounds damn irony! This is a small matter, I know. But it is just this kinda small matter that makes me damn FUCKED UP!!!! :/

Conclusion? I wish I have NO family, AT ALL!

2009-06-06T12:45:00.003+08:00

1/5 of the class, GIRLS ONLY!!! xD

Syaf sweetie :3

Forever cam-whoring during tutorials. Tsktsk

Right, enjoy the snaps! (:

During tutorials, We'd just cam-whore. And with Syaf only! 'Cos Yanhua keep resenting take photos with me >.< Damn sian can?!

Bab's leaving in another week's time! :/ He won't be back in 2weeks leh!!! WHAT WILL I BECOME WITHOUT YOU!!!! WAHPIANG EHHHH!!!

I doubt I can tahan not calling him but Mom will kill me if she find out that I called overseas ): Any solutions? Msn-ing is out 'cos his grandparent's place doesn't have internet connection :/
Shit man! TAG ME FOR SOLUTIONS PLEASE!?!?!?!

Common test next week! Cp, Material Science, Mechanic Quiz! ): I think I'd fail all...! Anyone can please force me to study?! PAUL!!! HELP!!!

BAB BAB BAB BAB!
I LOVE YOU! MUAH MUAH MUAH!!!

UPDATES//
I'm not trying to rude or whatsoever. But sometimes, I just hope that everyone at home can just SHUT THE FUCK UP! I know its damn disrespectful but walao eh. Its a weekend it damn it! There is this serious biasness going around. My brother can stare at the damn fucking screen for the whole day and they said nothing, they fuckingly kao bei kao bu when I turned on the notebook for just 3 hours. WTF! I don't have my room anymore where the fuck you expect me be at? Dear old grandma, you done with your preaching? Enough? You guys don't let me out during weekends, my room is no longer mine. You still want to fuck me up by chasing me away from the living room and wants ME to clean up the room? Thanks a plenty huh?